relatives and a bunch of reporters in front of that ugly, vulgar pile of marble.
Believe me, I never want to see that place again.â
Had Tully stood before the mausoleum that day with macabre thoughts? Was he now reliving
the sight of the crypts, one, perhaps, with frightful contents? We had all avoided
mentioning Ellen's fate and had fastened almost jovially on Jim's âbuddies.â I began to
feel compassion, and Henry's thoughts may have been the same, for he said gently:
âI wish you'd stay with us tonight, Tully.â
âThank you, Henry, but no. May's apartment shouldn't be empty for too long. The papers
will be out in a few hours, and people will be calling. And I want to change my
clothes.â
Sadd said: âHenry, drop your mother off at home and you and I will take Tullyââ
âNow, that's really out of the question,â Tully was scolding again, but kindly.
âWhen you get home, you're going to stay put. A cab brought me over and a cab can take
me back. It isn't that late.â
Bless you for that, Tully, I thought. We were nearing Brooklyn Heights, and I was
suddenly exhausted. None of us spoke for a while. Sadd hummed, a sure sign that his mind
was teeming. As we turned into Willow Street, Tully said, with infinite weariness:
âBut I would appreciate a ride to White Plains tomorrow. After the service I'll get a cab
to LaGuardia.â
âPick you up at nine,â said Henry.
The next morning I felt my age.
All night I'd been playing Candyland with a faceless Jim Cavanaugh on Bass Rocks Beach
and was barely able to raise my head when Tina looked in and said they were leaving
shortly and Hen was watching cartoons.
âGood Lord, Tina, what time is it?â
âAbout eight. Jon Saddlier's here. He saw the papers and wants to go with us. And Helen
Cavanaugh called. She was shocked but thanked us for not springing it last night. Here's
the obit.â
I felt blindly for my robe. âRead it to me. God knows where my glasses are.â
Tina read:
Suddenly at her home in New York City, Jan. 20, May Saddlier Dawson, widow of Frank W.
Dawson, founder of Dawson, Hewitt, and Jerome. Services private.
âI tried to make it as noncommittal as possible. I suppose the suicide bit will leak out
eventually.â Tina looked at her watch. âCome on down and I'll give you Hen's schedule.â
I pulled on an ancient wool bathrobe of Henry Gamadge's and with my hair still in the
braid I make of it at night, got myself down to the kitchen where Sadd and Jon stood
sipping coffee. Jon kissed me and said:
âDad says Aunt May took a powder. I feel terrible. I'm glad I looked at the paper this
morning. I wish you'd all told me last night.â
Sadd said: âWe didn't think you'd want to miss Lloyd's funeral and all that glorious
chanting.â
âI hope to be back for most of it. The Mass doesn't start till eleven. Did you know I'd
been in touch with May recently, and she put some money in that opera?â
We all looked at him in some surprise. Jon added: âEven when it failed, she was nice and
said to ask her again. By the way, what becomes of her money?â
Now we looked at each other. It had not occurredâto me, at leastâto ask.
Tina said: âHenry knows her lawyer. He'll call him today. Clara, Hen's lunch...â She went
on to say something about grilled cheese, but my mind had snagged on the thought of
May's will. She'd been a wealthy woman with no immediate family. How had the long, sad
years affected her thinking, her decisions? ââ and chocolate milk,â Tina concluded. âNo
Coke, even if he begs. And Loki's been fed, so don't let him con you, either.â
Henry came in through the kitchen door, stamping snow from his feet. He said: âGood
morning, Mom. Take your breakfast into the living roomâI started a fire for you. Well,
the car's
Angela B. Macala-Guajardo