wise old head. According to the calendar, she was coming up on forty but when Jerry focused on business, he looked half way to fifty. The sparkling whites of his brown eyes, behind ever-present bifocals, revealed his inner youth. âA month or two. And then weâre supposed to let them go.â
âButââ
âBut what?â
âBut you always have a plan.â
Jerry smiled, but it was a weak version. âYou know me too well.â
Jerry tapped his pen, wobbled his head like he was weighing an offer, and held her gaze. His in-the-moment quality was one of his strengths.
âYou know what weâre up against,â said Jerry.
âWell, everything,â said Trudy. There was a well-respected grower in New Castle that had distributed across Colorado for years.
âThe only thing weâve got going for us is brand loyalty,â said Jerry. âOur products are good, but we cost more. Weâre up against the high-tech greenhouses in California, Mexico, and the Caribbean. Fresh herbs are being air-freighted from Peru and Israel, all that mineral-rich water for the Mediterranean herbs.â
âOurs taste better,â said Trudy.
âAnd we got lucky,â said Jerry. âThe whole buy-America, buy-Colorado wave. Weâre riding it.â
âWhere are you going with this?â said Trudy.
âWhere Iâm going is weâve got to protect what weâve got. You donât want to put all this at risk.â Jerry had a touch of professor in his soul. Maybe too much.
âSo how?â
âSubcontracting,â said Jerry.
âIâve seen them go over this on television. Itâs not right.â
âI know,â said Jerry. âAnd I know what every other business doesâ but have the subcontractor set up first.â
Between Officer Lemkeâs warning and this shaky plan, Trudy felt oddly trapped. Every thought was woven like a braid with the dread born yesterday at the base of the footbridge.
âA subcontractor buys us armâs length,â said Jerry. âSeparation.â
Jerry paused. He knew he was gaining headway.
âYou look like youâve got one more thing to say,â said Jerry.
If there was a scale for measuring inscrutability, Jerry was a lightweightâan open book.
âWhy do we have to do their job for them?â
âWhose?â said Trudy.
âThe governmentâs ,â he said with some snap. âTheyâre the ones not protecting our borders. Why should we have to play defense for them?â
For the first time since her seizures stopped, following the successful temporal lobectomy that had ended her days as an epileptic, Trudy had the sensation of fog and floating, of seeing everything through a thick mist. It wasnât hard to imagine the whole business going poof like a gust from a hurricane doing its thing on a birthday cake candle. But these werenât seizures. Those had been fixed through surgery after Georgeâs exit to state prison.
âYou should have seen the look on the copâs face,â said Trudy.
âHe was reacting to the moment,â said Jerry. âCops think they know how to fix everything. Part of their nature.â
âBut if we go to a subcontractor, or try to set one up, that will be so obvious. They would all be working for us one day and then working for somebody else the next and still doing all the same stuff in the same places.â
âIt might have to be done graduallyâstart with the maintenance crew first.â
âAnd let them go?â
Jerry gave a shrug. âWhatâs the difference if we make the move or if ICE forces the issue?â
Trudy pictured the conversations with the employeesâbreaking all the bad news, how the word would spread. âThey depend on us,â she said.
Jerry shrugged. âA job is not a lifetime guarantee.â
âYouâve already decided,â said