today, or any other day?â
She froze, halfway across the floor to the door. He wasnât slow, was he? She inhaled and turned to face him. âAny other day. Sorry.â
He still lay reclined like a glorious bronze sculpture. âSo thatâs it? Youâre giving me the boot? Going to make me do the walk of shame home?â
She wrinkled her nose. âNot the walk of shame.â
âNo?â he drawled. âYouâre not having some regrets right now?â
She blinked and then forced a smile, faking confidence in both her decision and her ability to enforce it. âOh, no, I donât regret what happened at all. It was amazing. Butâ¦â
âBut it was just the one night.â
âThatâs what we agreed,â she reminded him carefully.
âAnd even though it was incredible, you want to stick to that plan.â
She paused, trying to dilute the wave of pleasure from hearing that heâd thought it was incredible, too. âThatâs right.â
âAny particular reason?â
Was he disappointed? Wasnât this the usual modus operandi for himâeasy come, easy go?
âSeth.â She walked back to the bed and sat beside him, making the mistake of looking into his narrowed eyes. âLast night was like having this incredibly rich dessert. Really decadent and delightful but if you have too muchâ¦itâs not good for you. You know?â
He silently looked at her, then swiftly sat up. The sheet dropped low to his hips. She mentally screamed at herself not to look downâbut her peripheral vision was feasting anyway and she could feel her flush blooming.
He grinned and slipped his hand to the back of her neck to pull her close. She didnât resist. This was the goodbye. This was absolutely the goodbye kiss. And, hell, he knew how to do it. His lips teased hers, his tongue tormenting with the promise of that sweet, carnal seduction all over again. She leaned closer, opened deeper, the roughness of his stubble sending delicious shivers down her spine. Passion, hunger, heat grew. She slid her hands wide over his shoulders and arms, celebrating his hot skin and the hard strength beneath. Her will weakened, almost dissolving completely in his fire.
He drew back, delight shining in his eyes and smile. âHow can too much of that not be good for you?â
She focused on regulating her breathing and restoring calm to her seriously overwrought system. âSome things,â she said carefully, âare best just left. You know?â This was definitely best leftâfor so many reasons. It had to stay as a fantasy. One that was finished.
Now both his smile and eyes widened as silently he studied her expression. She toughened up under the scrutinyâdetermined not to reveal her weakness. Determined to beat her weakness. He knew how to play itâheâd just tried already. So she didnât move a muscle as he stroked down her jaw with the back of a finger.
âYouâre very strong,â he murmured. âWhat made you so strong?â
âNothing very exciting.â She stood and walked away, trying to ignore the memories that ripped the scab from her heart and scalded her with hot, acidic guilt. They killed the temptation to succumb to him again. âBut once my mind is made up, itâs made up.â
âYeah,â he said, flopping back onto the pillow, his smile sounding. âI can see youâve got your game face on.â
She walked out of the bedroom before that mask slipped and revealed her true feelings. That stupid desire for more âthe more that sheâd never get from a guy like him. She wasnât going to waste time and emotional energy getting involved any further with someone whoâd never offer what she really wanted. Sheâd done that onceâspectacularly trashing her own life and hurting so many others. So why would she walk into another dead-end situation with her