bring,â I say.
âDo you have a warm coat â a fleece or something? And didnât you say you had to pick up your football boots?â
âOh yeah.â I dive under the bed for them.
âBooks?â
âIn my schoolbag.â
âI meant ⦠Oh look, a guitar!â She must have seen it on top of the wardrobe. I shoved it up there months ago. âDâyou want to bring it?â
âNah. Mum gave it to me last Christmas. It was lying around the house. But Iâve never learned to play it.â
âYou could start. It might give you something to do.â
She says this like sheâs noticed how bored I am at her house. I donât suppose sheâd stop me going out and just walking about but I donât want to. Which is stupid cause they must be dead safe, those posh streets.
âNah.â I shake my head.
âOK.â But she reaches up for it. She sits on the bed and cradles it and strokes the dust away from its front, like sheâs stroking someoneâs face. âGerardâs guitar.â Itâs a remembering voice. âGod, he loved that when he was your age. Drove us all mad strumming and trying to sing. He and Gary Brogan were meant to start a band but nothing came of it.â
I never knew any of that. Mum just said I might as well have the guitar because it was only gathering dust. I thought she gave it to me because it was cheaper than buying me a proper present. I did sort of know it was my dadâs but I never thought of him loving it or anything. Maybe I would have felt differently if Iâd known that. Maybe Iâd have tried to learn it. I mean, probably not. But maybe.
I start grabbing stuff fast and shoving it into the bag.
* * *
As soon as Mr Dermott says, âRight, you lot. Off to assembly,â Seaneen makes a beeline for me. No one else does. Most of the boys in my class are either friends with Emmet McCann or scared of him. Emmet has connections. Well, his da has. Seaneen Broganâs OK. Itâs just that sheâs nosy. And a girl.
My granny says sheâd a great chat with your Colette. So youâre living it up on the Malone Road, then?â She says âMalone Roadâ in a pretend posh voice.
âYeah. Itâs all showjumping and champagne.â
âWhat?â She screws up her face. She has dark stuff smudged round her eyes. Vicky puts that stuff on every morning in front of the mirror in the hall.
âJoke.â
âOh right.â She feels in the pocket of her blazer. âDamn. No fags. You got any?â
I shake my head. âNah.â I remember the chips she gave me last week. âIâve got money, though. Colette gave me a tenner. Iâll buy some at lunchtime.â
âThey wonât serve you if youâre in your uniform. I know whoâs got some though. Emmet McCann.â
âWell, Iâm not buying off him.â
âOh yeah.â She narrows her eyes. Sheâs the only person I know with green eyes like a cat. âI forgot. Does his da not still go with your ma?â
â No . Piss off, Seaneen.â
âDeclan Kelly. Seaneen Brogan. Get to assembly.â Mr Dermott pads up behind us in that sneaky, teachery way. He mustnât have heard me saying piss off. Or maybe he just ignored it. Sometimes he lets on to be deaf.
âRight, sir.â
He locks the classroom door and follows us down the corridor so thereâs no chance of mitching off assembly. âStill at your auntâs, Declan?â
âYes, sir.â I donât tell him itâs going to be for a month. I can just see Seaneenâs ears flapping.
âOh, while I remember â I need to have a word with you about your work experience placement. Come to my classroom at break.â
Bloody work experience. Thatâs all I need. We shake him off when he sees a couple of Year Eights beating each other round the head with schoolbags.
âSo,
Patria L. Dunn (Patria Dunn-Rowe)
Glynnis Campbell, Sarah McKerrigan