âDaniel!â I call out. âNico!â
I stop to listen. Nothing.
âDaniel!â I call again. I can hear that note of terror in my voice and swallow hard to ground myself, set myself right.
Surely he wouldnât harm them. Heâs got his own little brother along with . . . He wouldnât . . .
Iâm about to holler again when I hear a scream. Itâs ahead of me, at the bottom of the hill of brush.
âDaniel!â I take the decline in three unsteady strides, busting through the brush and skirting a large moss-covered boulder. Thereâs a little creekâa trickle of water, trulyârunning between two small boulders, and pools are collecting in the rivulets of mud.
The screams come from down in the creek.
THE BOYS CROUCH WITH THEIR BACKS TO ME. Josiah and Nico have sticks. Theyâre fishing around in the water.
Daniel screams again as Nico turns to him, a small somethingâinsect?âin his hand. He holds it out to Daniel, making him scramble away, laughing.
Charlie stands beside them, watching.
As I slip down the bank, he turns to me. Unsurprised, like he knew I was coming.
âDaniel!â I say again.
Daniel starts and looks up. His face breaks into another smile. âWeâre catching frogs! Look at âem all!â He points with excitement at the creek.
The water is teeming with tiny frogs. Mustâve been a tadpole clutch in these pools. Nico swings his hands toward me and opens his palm. The small frog leaps off, straight at me, but Iâm hardly worried about that.
âI was calling you!â I say to the boys.
Nico looks at me in confusion. âWe didnât hear.â He turns back to the pond.
âSettle down, Em. The youngâuns were safe with me,â Charlie says.
I ignore him. âYou donât go off without telling us.â Iâm admonishing the backs of their heads. âNico! Daniel!â The boys pull their gazes from the creek and turn. âYou hear me? You donât just leave camp like that.â
âBut we were with Charlie,â protests Nico.
âI know,â I say, feeling Charlieâs gaze on me. âI know that. But . . .â I pause. âBut you need to tell us where youâre going, no matter what.â
âYou let us go off with Isi,â Daniel says.
I grit my teeth, my face going hot. Canât meet Charlieâs eyes. âJust tell us from now on, you hear?â
The youngsters nod, serious-like, and turn their attention back to the frogs. Charlieâs still staring at me. I expect him to say something nasty, so I force myself to look at him, brace myself to take it. He should know his place anyhow, and Iâm not scared anymore to put him there.
But he uncrosses his arms and softens his look. âApologies, Em,â he says. âI shouldâve told the womenfolk where we were headed. Thought theyâd get a kick out of this. I used to look for frogs when I was a youngâun.â
When he was a youngâun. A picture of him as a child flashes in my mind. His pa was on Council, so he didnât much consort with us. I knew him from a distance. He was forever trailing around after his paâs cloak, his face all smug. Like he was better than us.
Charlie was a mean braggart back at the settlement. Headmired his paâ
must
have some bad feelings toward Kane about his death. But of course he was a child once, tooâone who shot stones and played jacksticks and caught frogs.
He looks at his brother, Josiah, and smiles, and all at once I feel foolish, charging out here like he was feeding them to wolves.
âItâs all right,â I say, uncrossing my arms.
We watch the youngsters squeal and dig, get their hands muddy to their elbows. My eyes linger on Nico. Heâs lost his cautious lookâheâs happy out here. They all are. My heart swells at their amazed faces.
âEm,â Charlie says.