treated well,â the old man said.
Altman could find no way to respond to this, and so merely stared silently at the luckless fellow whose conversation was still keeping him from his sandwich, this spectral figure, pale as a ghost, a phantom so frail he appeared insubstantial, his hat trembling in his oddly shaped fingers.
âThere was a bully,â the old man added.
And indeed this unfortunate fellow did look like one of lifeâs perennial victims, bullied not just in the schoolyard, but no doubt forever after that, bullied on the factory floor, or in the lumberyard, bullied, as it were, by the stars above, always the one at the back of the line, the one who gets the cold soup, and even that, spilled upon him. What was the word those awful Polish Jews whoâd worked in his fatherâs factory had had for such a creature? Ah, yes, Altman thought: schlemazel.
âIâm sorry to hear it,â Altman said, âMy own experience at the Realschule was quite pleasant.â
âYou were smart,â the old man said.
Altman waved his hand as if to bat away such flattery despite the fact that he quite enjoyed being remembered in such a way. But then, he had been smart, hadnât he? In fact, he still was.
âI was not smart,â the old man said.
And so even nature had proved a bully to this poor fellow, Altman thought, proved a bully by shortchanging him in the critical matter of intelligence. Heâd been shortchanged in height as well, and from the look of him, the crumpled gray hat, the threadbare jacket, heâd never known success in any venture. What an unfortunate wretch, Altman thought, and for the first time in a long time, calculated his own good fortune, born into a wealthy family, able to pursue his intellectual interests without fear of want, a man now living contentedly among his many books and manuscripts. His life, he decided, had been good.
âI did not distinguish myself in my studies,â the old man said. He smiled sadly. âI have never distinguished myself.â He shrugged. âWell, maybe a little during the Great War.â
The old manâs brown eyes were somewhat milky and the whites were faintly yellow. This is not a well man, Altman told himself. Even in health, shortchanged.
âWere you in the Great War, Ziggy?â the old man asked.
Ziggy!
Altman had not been called Ziggy since his school days in, yes, the Realschule in Linz. His father and all his relatives had called him Ziegfried then, but after coming to America, heâd switched first to Franz, then to Franklin, and it was by this name, Franklin Altman, that heâd been known ever since: Franklin Altman on his marriage license, on his business cards, on⦠everything. Ziegfried, and most certainly Ziggy, had, like so many things from his past, simply disappeared.
âYes, I was in the war,â Altman said proudly, despite the fact that heâd never actually seen combat. His superior intelligence had served him well in that department, too, so that heâd worked in Berlin throughout the conflict, a pampered member of the Intelligence Service whoâd never so much as seen a trench or fired a rifle.
âYou fought on the side of the Fatherland, of course,â the old man said.
What an odd remark, Altman thought. Of course heâd foughtâwell, at least in a matter of speakingâbut certainly on the German side. He looked at the old man sternly, wondered if heâd just been insulted.
âOf course on the side of the Fatherland,â Altman answered with only a slight hint of offence at the question.
âI was wounded twice,â the old man said, âand gassed at Ypres.â
Altman thought of the many dead, the dreadful way theyâd died: shot to ribbons, blown to bits, buried alive in the muddy expanse of No Manâs Land. âIn Flanders Field the poppies grow,â he recited by way of giving homage to these fallen