was still standing at the foot of the steps, talking loud enough for the gardener across the street to hear. I started forward. âNo. I really felt I should apologize face-to-face for slamming the door on you. So here I am!â
He stepped onto his front landing, crossed his arms, and leaned his back on the door frame as I struggled to make my way to the top. His golden smile allowed a sweet, forgiving chuckle. He was kind of handsome and pretty well built, now that I took time to notice.
âHere you are,â he said. âCan I tell you something?â
âItâs your house.â I wasnât even sure what that meant. I wanted him to say something fast to wash it from my ears.
âI thought it was kind of funny,â he said.
âWhat was?â
âThe look on your face when you tried to close the door on the cinder block.â
I felt myself flush.
âI was half betting myself that you would actually succeed in pulling the door through it.â
âHulk smash,â I said. âI wasnât myself.â
âAre you now?â
âMuch more so,â I lied. This was not the time and place to tell him that I was having an identity crisis. I reached the landing. âIâve never really been to this side of town. Youâve got quite a home.â
âThanks. I inherited it from my grandmother.â
âGay,â I said.
âThatâs right.â
âShe was the one who founded the newspaper chain,â I said.
âRight again. After my grandfather died. The family owned a lot of property down here. She started selling it during the boom, bought a bunch of small papers and built them up.â
âQuite a woman,â I said.
âMost women are,â he said.
âHow do you mean?â I hoped he wasnât being patronizing. I could use some âsincereâ right now.
âMen just have to deal with their own egos. You gals have to deal with men and your own identities and ambitions. Thatâs a lot of work.â
âSometimes,â I admitted.
He was looking at me funny. I couldnât decide whether it was kindness or pity or whether he was mentally replaying my attack on a concrete mass.
âWell, Iâm glad you were home. I hope I didnât interrupt anything.â
âNo,â he said. âI was just on the phone with the office.â
âSo . . . whatâs your job there?â
âApart from being on the board and running things day to day as publisher of the National ?â
âYeah, apart from that.â
âNothing.â
âRight. I guess those things would keep you kind of busy.â
âThey do,â he said. âWhich is why it was also a little amusing that you thought I was interviewing your employee. I havenât done that for years, since my dad brought me on to learn the ropes.â
âLike I said, my brain was in lockdown.â
âUnderstandable,â he said. âFor the record, the National decided not to play the story big again until the police have a better idea of what actually happened.â
âThatâs . . . journalistic of you.â
âItâs a little more self-serving than a case of integrity,â he said. âWe donât feel sensationalism is good for our city. We are about quality of life and the arts. Murders arenât a good fit.â
Well, he was honest, I had to admit.
âSo, now that Iâve got that off my chest, I really should get goingââ
âI thought you wanted to check the room where the gathering will be held?â
âRight,â I said. But I hesitated.
âLet me guess,â he said. âYouâre afraid that will be an imposition? Am I hot or cold?â
âYouâre hot,â I said. âDefinitely hot.â
âWell, itâs not a bit,â he replied. âItâll be a pleasure.â
Ushered in by his extended arm, I took a walk through