bother. I donât want to hear it. You realize Iâve been worried sick about you?â
Now I try to tell her Iâm sorry and I try to tell her Iâll be right home to explain everything, but she keeps cutting me off. Finally she says, âLet me talk to Marissa.â
âButââ
âLet me talk to Marissa!â
Now you have to understandâGrams had never shouted at me before. Never. Not when I left the water running in the sink and it overflowed, not when I burned the potatoes so badly we had to throw the pan away, not when I spilled grape juice on her new couch, or broke her favorite teacup. Grams just doesnât yell. At least thatâs what Iâd always thought.
But there she was, yelling at me. And all of a sudden Iâve got this enormous lump in my throat and thereâs no way I can talk. I just hand Marissa the phone.
Marissa says, âUh-huh...Theyâll be home pretty soon...Uh-huh...Thatâd be fine...Uh-huh...Okay, sure...âBye.â
I grab her arm. âWhat? What did she say?â
Marissa smiles. âYou get to spend the night!â
Grams isnât wild about me spending the night at Marissaâs since her parents go out so much, and with me being suspended and all, well, it just seemed kind of strange. âHowâd
that
happen?â
âDonât worry about itâthis is great!â
Then it hits me. Grams doesnât want to see me. Sheâs so mad at me she doesnât want to see me. So I ask Marissa if thatâs why Iâm spending the night. She bites a fingernail and tells me no, of course not, but what sheâs really saying is yes.
I try to call Grams back, only she wonât answer the phone. I know sheâs there, watching it ring off the hook, but she wonât answer it. And as Iâm standing there listening to it ring Iâm feeling like the last one picked for teamsâlike being stuck with me is worse than being one short.
Pretty soon the lump in my throat is making it so I canât breathe, let alone think. I hang up, and before Marissa can stop me I lock myself in the bathroom.
And sitting there in the middle of the bathroom floor, surrounded by turquoise tile and turquoise towels, I bury my face in my hands and cry.
TEN
Marissaâs parents finally showed up around eight oâclock. They put down their briefcases, gave me big smiles, and said, âWhy, hello, Samantha, how are you?â
I lied and told them I was just fine, and wondered if Mrs. McKenze would be mad if she knew Iâd used their shower, eaten two of their Lean Cuisines, and was wearing her daughterâs clothes.
Mr. McKenze went straight to the phone, to call in about stocks somewhere, I suppose. Theyâre always on the phone, especially Mr. McKenze. Either on the phone or at the computer. Mrs. McKenze says itâs the only way to stay âon top of the game.â Marissa says they even take a phone to bed and set alarms during the night so they can get up and check on overseas stocks, if you can believe that.
Mrs. McKenze pours herself some bottled water and says, âMarissa, dear, your father and I are planning to go up to Big Falls this weekend. Can you think of anything you might need while weâre gone?â
âCan I come?â
Mrs. McKenze flutters around a little. âWell, dear, you know how much your father and I need a breakâI was hoping I could count on you to look after Michael?â
Marissa looks down. âOh.â
âHow
is
Michael anyway?â
âWell enough to go to school tomorrow.â
Mrs. McKenze smiles and says, âExcellent! Maybe I should go check on him...â Then off she goes to check on the little faker.
Marissa whispers, âLetâs go up to my room, okay?â and you can tellâsomethingâs bothering her.
Marissaâs room is more like a fancy hotel suite than a bedroom. Sheâs got two beds, a window seat
Megan West, Kristen Flowers