âI donât need an ambulance. Iâm fine.â I sounded about Bimâs age, but slightly less bright.
Mr. Rudiger, to my surprise, broke in. âYouâre very far from fine. You have to make sure you havenât got a concussion, you have to have your cuts and scrapes cleaned, and if someone can stop your nosebleed, it would make me happier about you sleeping in my spare room tonight.â
My nose? I wiped my hand across my face. I was such a mess I hadnât even thought to wonder where the blood was coming from. Sure enough, my nose was bleeding, and from long experience I knew it would go on doing so until I got it cauterized. It happened often enough for no reason at allâI had to go and get it dealt with at least once every two or three years. I began to take stock. A roaring headache, but no blinding lights, no fuzzy vision. I probably wasnât concussed, but checking was reasonable enough, even though I didnât want to be reasonable. I wanted to bite somebody. That would probably be poor tactics so instead I argued, with the false civility all girls internalize before theyâre twelve. âI canât possibly stay here, Mr. Rudiger. Thank you, but Iâve caused enough trouble.â
He gave me a wintry little smile, not fooled for a minute. âTrouble, yes, but not intentionally, and I donât see how you can stay downstairs.â
âWhy? What? Whatâs happened downstairs?â I was agitated again.
Inspector Field returned from the phone, where heâd been having a low-voiced conversation. âNothing much. The doorâs been broken open with a tire iron. Itâs messy, and it wonât lock for the moment, but thereâs nothing too serious inside, mostly just things pulled out of cupboards. It looks like they were going to make it appear to be a robberyâall your electrical goods are by the door. Once you came home early, there was no point so theyâve left everything. Of course, we wonât really know until youâve been down to look, butââ He pushed me back on the sofa, disregarding my attempts to extricate myself from Mr. Rudigerâs blanket. âNo. We need to dust for prints, and the photographer has only just arrived, and weâre going to make the place even more untidy for the moment. The ambulance is here. Iâm going to take you downstairs, but you are not to go into your flat. Do you understand me?â
I was feeling mutinous again.
âI mean it. A constable will go with you, and bring you home if the hospital doesnât want to keep you for observation. If they release you, then you are coming straight up here. Iâll bring up some clean clothes, and and then thatâs it. Youâre out of the game. Understood?â
I sighed theatrically. I was really far too knocked about to start going through a ransacked flat, but I was damned if I was going to be bossed around without some sort of protest.
Both men appeared unmoved. My drama queen routine needed work.
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5
Mr. Rudiger called my mother while I was at the hospitalâhe and Inspector Field were plotting behind my back, and I guess they decided that Helena would be a nice old duck who could look after me. She arrived in the Casualty department, terrorized the nurse who was cauterizing my nose, reminded the registrar that his wife had appeared against her in a court action the year before, told the constable his shirt was untucked at the back, and all in all had the place whipped into shape in about thirty seconds flat. By the time the registrar agreed that no, I didnât need to stay in overnight, the entire staff had that glazed, deer-in-the-headlights look that my mother can induce at will.
Mr. Rudiger, by contrast, appeared gently amused by her and, even more oddly, she quite clearly approved of him. My mother never approves of people who donât have jobs and stay at home for what she refers to dismissively as