âno reason,â even if they are well past retirement age, as Mr. Rudiger plainly was, at least chronologically. It was now nearly four in the morning and I just wanted to crawl into bed and sleep for about a week. Mr. Rudiger and my mother on the other hand were both irritatingly chipper. Theyâd agreed, without reference to me, that it was better for me to stay at Mr. Rudigerâs so I could go through my apartment with the police in the morning. I didnât care where I was, as long as people stopped talking at me and let me go to bed.
Mr. Rudiger showed me into a room that looked like a piece of Central Europe bodily transported: a gleaming wooden floor with a hook rug, white walls, dark wooden furniture, and a childâs wooden bed, with a duvet with a homemade patchwork cover on it. It was like being Goldilocks in the Three Bearsâ house, and it was wonderfully comforting. I dozed off to the sound of adult voices murmuring down the hall. It only needed a nightlight to make my reversion to childhood complete.
In the morning the gray, watery light coming through white cotton curtains with red ducks on them woke me gently. I got out of bed, finding myself in a peculiar, crouched-over position that was all that my now-stiffened muscles would permit. In all the books Iâd ever read, Our Hero is brutally assaulted, tied up for seventy-two hours, frequently being hung by his ankles in the process. When he frees himself by gnawing through the ropes, he stops only for a quick drink, and then charges straight off after the villains. Another cherished illusion gone. It was plain to me now that what Our Hero would really do was lie in bed and moan gently. That seemed sensible, so I lay down again and did that for a while. Then I shuffled off to the bathroom and soaked my muscles until they at least let me stand upright.
Iâd been aware of Mr. Rudiger moving around earlier, and when I reached the kitchen he had a cup of coffee ready for me, and was placidly eating cereal and listening to the news on the radio. He nodded, and let me drink in silence, for which I was grateful. Then, âInspector Field said heâll be here at ten to go through the flat with you. Also, will you call your mother? Sheâs worried.â
Worried? She was probably wondering why I wasnât at work. Which reminded me: If I moved quickly, I could leave a message on Mirandaâs voice mail at the office saying I was ill before she got in. I didnât think I could really deal with explaining what was happening just at the moment, although David and, more particularly, Seldenâs, were going to have to know soon that things were escalating. Robert Marks was going to be disgusted: He hadnât gone into the law to deal with criminals. David, I rather suspected, would be secretly jealous that this Boysâ Own episode was happening to me. Whatever the case, all of publishing London would have heard the news ten minutes after I spoke to the office, and I couldnât face it right now.
Naturally my mother was already at her office, despite the fact that she couldnât have got home much before five.
âHow are you feeling?â she asked, moving on before I had time to answer. âPavel saysââ
âWho?â
âPavel Rudiger. Why didnât you tell me what a delightful man he is? Such a distinguished career.â I couldnât bring myself to ask what that was. Sheâd spent an hour with him and had learned more than Iâd found out in over fifteen years. Iâd known his first name, I supposed, but I never would have thought to have used it.
âPavel says that heâs happy to have you stay with him until you get your door fixed. Do you want to, or would you rather stay with me? It will be easier for you to sort out locksmiths and so on from there.â Sheâd already made up my mind. âInspector Field will bring you over here at lunchtime to go through