little thing, happy with her own company.
Jason liked her independence. And her lack of material greed. Heâd offered to buy her a dress if she couldnât afford one, but sheâd refused. Sheâd given him a warm look at the time and said no, she wanted to make her dress. She was a good seamstress, sheâd said, and he didnât doubt it. Her tapestries and collages were incredible, and snapped up by buyers the moment they were displayed on the sweet shop walls.
Not that she made much money out of them. The materials and framing ate into her profit. But it was a satisfying hobby and one which had brought in somegood pocket money over the years, sheâd explained when heâd wanted to discuss her financial situation. Not that he wanted any of her money, heâd quickly added. Whatever she earned was hers to do with as she pleased. Plus anything she inherited from Ivy. He wanted none of it.
Sheâd listened carefully, then told him Ivy hadnât owned much except the house and shop. Heâd been dead right about the shop not bringing in much income as well. Less than twenty thousand a year. Still, Emma said she wanted to keep on working in the shop after their marriage, at least till she had a baby to care for, after which sheâd find someone to run it. She didnât want to sell, or even rent out the rest of house. She was going to turn those rooms into a craft club, where the local women could come and work and chat and have a good time.
Jason thought that was a great idea, and said so. He supposed she wouldnât have got much for the rent, and what was money, anyway? It didnât make you happy. He was seeing that more and more these days.
Of course, it wasnât good to be poor, either.
But enough was enough.
âWhen will you be back?â Emma asked him as she watched him pack. She was sitting on the bed which would eventually be their marriage bed, a huge high brass number which had the comfiest of mattresses and didnât squeak, thankfully.
He looked at her sitting there, swinging her dainty feet, and felt an overwhelming surge of desire. What would she do, he wondered, if he started making love to her, not gently, but fiercely? If he pushed her backon the bed and mercilessly took her past the point of no return?
He could do it. He knew he could.
Heâd felt the rising sexual tension in her over the weeks of waiting, weeks when heâd kissed her and held her, cuddled and caressed her till they were both breathing heavily and both wanting more. Last night, however, sheâd totally lost it, which had been good for his ego but bad for his own level of frustration. Sheâd actually begged him not to stop, and it had taken one heck of an effort to deny her, with his hand sliding up under her dress at the time.
But he had, telling her highly agitated self that he knew sheâd hate him afterwards if he went on. They only had to last two more weeks. What was two weeks when compared to a lifetime?
Sheâd shaken her head at him, her face flushed, her whole body still trembling. âI wish Iâd never started this nonsense.â
âItâs not nonsense, Emma. Itâs sweet, and itâs special, as you are special. I canât say I was thrilled by the idea in the beginning. But now I wouldnât have it any other way.â
Sheâd looked up at him with something close to love in her eyes, and heâd been blown away. He thought of that look now and abandoned all plans of a forced seduction. She would not look at him like that afterwards. He was sure of that as well.
âI canât say when Iâll be back,â he told her truthfully. âItâll depend on Jerryâs condition. But Iâll keep you posted. I have to be back to do morning surgery on Monday. At the very latest I could drive back veryearly Monday morning. At least the traffic wouldnât be so bad then.â With the advent of warmer