something inside him with her voice that hadnât been touched in years. Not since the day heâd discovered his fatherâs duplicity had he allowed music to bond him with another soul. But for a moment there, heâd felt closer to Honesty than heâd felt toward anyone in a long, long time. Hadnât he learned his lesson?
Obviously not, or he wouldnât have gotten himself involved in another womanâs problems.
Well, heâd play for Scarlet; heâd given his word. At least heâd have a soft bed to sleep in each night and a hot meal in his stomach each day. And considering his pockets were emptier than a dead manâs eyes, he needed the extra cash to restock on supplies.
But then he was out of here.
And in the meantime, heâd keep as far away from Honesty as the situation would allow.
As if to mock his decision, the door opened and she stepped out onto the porch. She gave no sign of noticing that he stood a few short feet to the left, in the shadow of the overhang. Jesse opened his mouth to make her aware of his presence, then held his tongue. He really had nothing to say to her; she was part of the reason he was in this mess.
Then she stepped off the porch and made a right turn down the boardwalk, her head bent, her step swift, and the chance was lost anyway.
Jesse started to go after her, but stopped himself and leaned back against the post with his thumbs plugged into his waistband. Where Honesty went and what she did with her time were her business. Still, she was obviously upset about something, and he had a good idea what it was. He couldnât forget her expression the instant Scarlet brought up performing for the passengers; her creamy complexion had gone a ghastly gray shade, the luster in her eyes vanished, and her shoulders lost a measure of their proud carriage.
One of the things that drew him to Honesty was the almost regal aura she had about her, her way of taking command of a situation without saying a word. But at that moment she had seemed to shrink before his very eyes. Whysheâd be so reluctant to share that beautiful voice with others, Jesse couldnât figure. Talent like that shouldnât be kept in a bottle.
Yet the emotion in her eyes was beyond simple reluctance. It had bordered on panic.
What was she so afraid of?
Theyâd find her for certain.
The thought pounded through Honestyâs brain in tempo with her footsteps, drowning out the hollow clack of her heels on the boardwalk. She couldnât remember what excuse she made when she walked out of the Scarlet Rose, but it must have sounded reasonable, because neither Rose nor Jesse made any move to stop her. Nor did they come after her, much to her relief. Rose had wasted no time diving into plans for the inspired event, and Jesse . . . she didnât know where heâd taken himself off to, nor did she give a tinkerâs care. If not for him playing that cussed piano, sheâd not be in this predicament. Word would get out, and once it did, the shadows sheâd acquired soon after her fatherâs death would reattach themselves to her backside. And this time, Honesty feared she wouldnât be able to shake them.
Oh, why had she agreed to sing for the passengers? Had she lost the last ounce of common sense sheâd been born with? She empathized with Rose, but she hadnât sung in public inmonthsânot since that horrible night of her fatherâs murder.
Even now, the memory had the power to make her throat tighten and her stomach pitch. Theyâd only been in Durango a few days when Deuce made himself a regular customer at the Minerâs Delight, a fancy dance hall and gambling parlor all in one stick. As was their ritual, he ingratiated himself with the management and soon convinced them that their profits would increase tenfold if they allowed Honesty to sing. Little did they know that Deuce had been using the same ploy for as long as Honesty