Iâve told no one else, and you need to see what Iâve allowed no one else to see. And once you do, if youâre done with me, I wonât blame you. But I need you to come with me now, give me just a little more time.â
âI want to help you. I think I can help you ifââ
âGod, I hope youâre right. Just come. I need to go downstairs. Itâll be sunset soon.â
He went with her, with the dog patiently trotting behind them. She unlocked the basement door, relocked it when they were on the other side.
She heard him catch his breath when he saw her lab, the cell, the cameras and equipment below.
âYouâre shocked,â she began. âAnd youâre confused.â
âThatâs the mild take. For Godâs sake, Simone, Iâm not going to believe youâre some sort of mad scientist, or the female version of Oz.â
âOz?â She stopped, goggled at him. âOz, from Buffy ? You watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer ?â
âI caught it a couple of times. Okay, yeah, so? It makes a lot more sense for me to watch a well-written television show than for you to think youâre a werewolf.â
âActually, I prefer the term lycan . Werewolf brings up images from old horror movies. Lon Chaney or whoevertromping around in the fog in a pair of tight pants, on two legs. Buffy got it closer to reality.â
âOh yeah, reality.â He rubbed a hand over the back of his neck, and she watched his struggle for patience. âYou canât keep living like this. If you trust me enough to tell me all this, then trust me enough to let me find the right doctors, the right treatments for you.â
âA pictureâs worth a couple of million words. There are tapes.â She moved to the camera and tripod. âI record every change, study the tapes to see if thereâs any improvement, any alteration. You can study them for yourself if you like. Or use the equipment here, study the blood samples.â
âYouâre medicating yourself.â He gestured toward the vials, the herbs, the bottles of pills. And his patience snapped. âGoddamn it, Simone, this has to stop. Itâs going to stop.â
âMy fondest wish.â Odd, she thought, the more angry he became, the calmer she was. âIf nothing happens after sundown, Iâll do whatever you want me to do. See any doctor, have any test, check myself into the nearest padded room. I swear it.â
âDamn right you will.â
Yes, she thought, the calmer she becameâand glanced over with what was nearly a smile. âYouâre pushy when youâre mad. Interesting.â
âI can get a lot pushier.â
âI canât remember the last time anyone was actively angry with me, or upset for me. Iâm going to have to decide if I like it. All I ask is that you give me the next twenty minutes, and that you promiseâswear to meâno matter what happens, you wonât try to get within five feet of the cage.â
âYouâre not locking yourself in there.â
âTwenty minutes. Itâs not that much to ask when Iâve given you my word that Iâll do whatever you think best if youâre right, and Iâm wrong.â
He tossed up his hands, a kind of silent and frustrated acquiescence.
âAmico wonât let you approach the cage, but I donât want him to have to hurt you. Promise me.â
âFine. Youâve got my word. I wonât go near the cage. And in twenty minutes, you and I are going to sit down and figure out the best way I can help you.â
âAll right.â She stepped to the camera, turned it on. âThe keys to the basement door are there, on the table. If you want to go, I understand. Just lock up behind you. Take this.â She drew off her cross. âLeave it if you go. I canât get out,â she continued, walking to the cage and working the combination on the