albatross or sea eagle or some such. I laid a hand on Mr Thackerayâs arm to draw attention to the bizarre flotsam but, being short-sighted, he discerned nothing untoward.
ââPon my soul!â I exclaimed, shading my eyes from the dazzling sunlight. âI could swear it is a lady in the sea.â
âA lady?â
âYes. Look! Those are her skirts ballooning; they are keeping her buoyant.â
Mr Thackerayâs cane clattered to the deck. âMy wife!â he cried. âIt can only be she!â Whirling around clumsily, he set off in a random direction, yelling, âHelp! Help!â
At this, a deckhand put his head over the bridge.
âThereâs a lady! A lady in the sea!â I shouted, waving vigorously and motioning towards the unfortunate soul bobbing in the waves. Immediately, a whistle started to shrill, and galvanizing calls of âMan overboard!â went up.
In his panic, I saw Mr Thackeray shrug off his coat, as though preparing to dive into the water. I ran to him and pulled on his shirtsleeve to restrain him.
âStop, stop! They will get a boat to her â see, they are mobilizing already.â
Seamen were converging on a lifeboat, hauling ropes and winding pulleys with admirable speed and efficiency. Mr Thackeray clutched my forearm; together we watched as the vessel was lowered. The sea had become choppy, and each time a wave reared, his poor wife bobbed like a piece of flotsam. She neither cried out nor struggled, nor did she appear to be in much distress. She just lay on her back, supported by the inflated bell of her corded petticoats, paddling with her hands as the sailors laboured on their oars towards her. When they reached her, they hauled her on board with scant ceremony, laying her on the floor of the boat so that she was hidden from view.
A line of gawkers had formed. Even those who had hitherto been too seasick to navigate the deck had managed to haul themselves to the rail to witness the spectacle. I hazarded a sideways glance at Mr Thackeray, who gave me an agonized look before turning away and bowing his head.
âSheâs safe,â I told him, laying a hand on his shoulder as he started to sob. âSheâs alive, I think, and we must trust that she is well.â
Finally he raised his head. âItâs my fault,â he said. âI should have known that she might try this. It is a measure of her desperation.â
âYour wife has met with an accident, thatâs all,â I assured him, âand luckily has been rescued.â
âIt was no accident. She threw herself overboard.â
Before I could respond to this astounding allegation, Annie came hurtling up.
âPapa!â she cried. âMama has gone in the sea again!â
âOh, Puss!â he groaned, hunkering down and embracing the child. Over his shoulder her little face was pale, her brow furrowed in bewilderment.
âWhy does she do it? Why does she always have to go into the sea?â
âShe fell, Puss. She ventured too near the rail.â He held her at armâs length and smoothed her hair back from her face: I recall the gesture because it was so charged with tenderness. âThat is why I have told you not to run upon the deck.â
âBut Mama was not on the deck. She was in the â¦â Annie shot a coy look at me, and leaned forward to whisper into her fatherâs ear.
âHow do you know?â
âShe left me â she left me with Minnie and Brodie, and then Brodie went away and told us to be good little mice and not move. And I was good and then I got scared and did move. I left the room and went to the ââ she lowered her voice at the word ââ privy, and when I knocked on the door there was no answer and I searched for Brodie, I searched and couldnât find her and then I climbed up and I looked over into the sea ââ
âYou climbed up? Oh, dear