hide.
Andrewâs open face closed abruptly. âIâd rather you didnât go, Marianne.â
She felt outraged at his attitude. âYou donât own me, Andrew Rennie! Iâll go out with anybody I want!â
âBut I know what heâs like. Remember the kind of girl he was with when â?â
âI know you said she was a lady of the streets, but that doesnât mean Douglas is a â¦â Not knowing the word âlibertineâ, she stopped.
âHe boasts about the girls heâs â¦â Too much of a gentleman to repeat the things the other man said, Andrew ended lamely, â⦠been out with.â
She thought she knew what he meant. âI can look after myself. You should know by this time Iâm not a shrinking violet.â
He said no more, though aware that she had no idea what men like Douglas Martin could do, and she wouldnât believe him if he told her.
Monday was several degrees colder than Sunday yet Marianneâs temperature was higher than usual. Andrew wasnât the only one who had shown displeasure at her making a tryst with another man: all three of his aunts had let her see how they felt at some time during the day, but she didnât try to defend herself. They didnât own her either, and they couldnât interfere in her private life.
Supper that night was eaten in an uncomfortable silence, but neither the sistersâ stony glances nor occasional accusing looks made any difference to Marianne, and when the time came for her to set off, she decided that she couldnât keep up the animosity any longer.
âI know what Iâm doing,â she said as she put on her jacket.
Miss Edithâs mouth twisted in disbelief. âYou are far too young to know what some young men can do. You have only ever been out with Andrew, who is a proper gentleman. He would never ââ
âI was out once with Stephen, remember?â Marianne pouted. âDouglas is a nice boy, too.â Andrew had made her suspect that Douglas wasnât as decent as he or Stephen Grant were, but that was half the fun of going out with him, as far as she was concerned. She wanted to find out what he would do, and she would easily stop him if he tried to do anything wrong.
Miss Esther took over the cautioning. âBe careful, Marianne dear. I remember, when I was about your age, a boy ââ Her face turning deep crimson, she came to an abrupt halt, then went on, her voice trembling a little, âNo, no. You do not want to hear that.â
âTimes have changed,â Marianne murmured. âThings are different nowadays.â
âNot all that much,â Miss Esther said sadly. âSo be on your guard.â
Miss Emily added a rider. âIt is best not to let boys know how you feel; it only encourages them.â
âDo not let him keep you out too late,â was Miss Edithâs farewell.
Douglas was waiting at the Junction, where Holburn Street met Union Street. âI thought of taking you to see the show at the Music Hall,â he observed. âItâs a bit too cold for a walk, isnât it?â
If they were in a hall among other people, Marianne thought, he wouldnât have the chance to do anything to her, wrong or otherwise, and she dared to say quietly, âIâd rather go for a walk, if you donât mind?â
They set off into the dimly lit evening.
Smiling at the effort her sisters were making to camouflage their tiredness, Miss Edith remarked, âFor goodnessâ sake, off you go to bed, the two of you. Iâll wait until Marianne comes in.â
They jumped up with surprising alacrity, Miss Esther saying, âI seem to need more and more sleep as I grow older.â
Stifling a yawn with her hand, Miss Emily nodded. âI am the same.â
As the eldest, Miss Edith shook her head reprovingly. âIf you give in to your years, senility will come on you all the
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