could want. Everything heâd ever dreamed about.
Hell, more than that. A decade ago, he hadnât had any dreams. Whenever he pictured the futureâsomething he didnât like to do much back thenâhe figured he would turn out just like his father, a penniless drifter always looking to see what was over the next hill.
Cassie had given him the rare and precious gift of faith. She had believed in him, had seen potential heâd never even suspected lurked inside him. Even after he left her, he had cherished that gift. Without it, he probably would have lived out that prophesy and become just like his old man.
Yeah, he had just about everything heâd ever wanted.
Except Cassidy Harte.
He gazed out at the moonlight, remembering the silk of her skin and the slick, incredible heat of her mouth under his. Even after a decade, the memory of her enthusiastic, wholehearted response to his touch was still as strong and as vivid as it had been the day he drove out of town with his heart shredding into little pieces.
The way things were going, he had a fairly strong feeling he would never again taste her mouth or feel those small, competent hands caress him. He blew out a breath, cursing again the tangled whims of fate.
Why the hell did Melanie have to leave the same night he did? It would have been hard enough trying to explain everything to Cassie, trying to make things right again, without the onus of trying to explain away the unbelievable coincidence.
Maybe he should give this whole thing up. Just go on back to his life in Denver and get on with things, forget about trying to repair the damage of his decisions.
He fiddled with a loose link on the swingâs chains. He didnât want to give up. Not yet. He needed to talk to her, at least. He owed her an explanation that was ten years overdue.
He had tried to tell her earlier in the afternoon. Thatâs why he had gone in search of her after his dismal trip into Murphyâs, to set the record straight. Heâd gotten a little sidetracked, though, when he had overheard her on the phone with Lowry.
Fierce jealousy hadnât been the only emotion curling through him when he pictured the two of them together. He didnât like the idea that Cassie could ever be mixed up with scum like Lowry.
He sighed and shifted in the swing again. Jealousy hadnât been the only emotion but it had been by farthe strongest. Even though logic told him he had no right to be jealousâabsolutely no claim over herâhe had about as much control over it as he did that moon up there.
He leaned his head back, watching the path for some sign of her and listening to the chirp of crickets, the tumble of the creek behind the cabins, the far-off whinny of a horseâ¦.
He must have dozed off. He wasnât sure how long he slept but he awoke to find her propped against the porch rail watching him, her arms folded across her chest and her face in shadows.
âHi.â He heard the sheepishness in his voice at being caught in a vulnerable moment and tried to clear it away. âYouâre late.â
The moon slid from behind a cloud, and he saw her raise an eyebrow. âI didnât realize I had a curfew.â
âYou put in long hours. Too long. Is it like this every day?â
âNo. Not usually. Claire Dustin, one of the wranglersâ wives, usually helps out with breakfast but sheâs in Bozeman catering her sisterâs wedding this week.â She paused. âIâm thinking sheâll make a good replacement for me. Iâll talk to her about it when she gets back Monday. If sheâs agreeable, I can start training her right away.â
âThat eager to be gone, are you?â
She said nothing for several moments, then straightened from the porch railing. âIâm tired, Slater. As you said, itâs been a long day. To be perfectly honest, Iâm not sure I have enough energy left to tangle with you again