Suzanne embroidered blouses and once a skirt in a paisley pattern that twirled when she spun around. Uncle Simon could wiggle his earsâthough by now she had outgrown her delight in thatâand could recite lines of poetry in his faintly British accent. Suzanne loved hearing him come up with his quotations. On their last visit, when her mother and Aunt Faye were discussing what to do about a cousin who was still unmarried at thirty, Uncle Simon cleared his throat dramatically and said, âFull many a rose is born to blush unseen, and waste its fragrance on the desert air.â Faye slapped his hand mockingly and said it wasnât over yet for that rose, there was still time. And when Suzanneâs father boasted about how well his furniture business was doingâthe new housing development a few blocks from the store was a godsendâUncle Simon muttered, âPut money in thy purse.â
Joseph Stellman was immune to his brother-in-lawâs wit and found his charm negligible, because (as he told Gerda after their visit), Simon could barely make a living as a clerk in a menâs haberdashery. âIf Faye didnât keep working theyâd be up shit creekâ was how he put it. âHe sits on a stool and reads. The customers have to tap him on the shoulder to get his attention.â
When she heard her fatherâs voice calling her from downstairs, Suzanne recoiled. She was in the middle of a Nancy Drew mystery, The Quest of the Missing Map , and the plot was at a crucial point: Nancy had found the decisive clue and was about to tell Ned who the villain was and how they would trap him.
âDonât you hear me?â He was halfway up the stairs. âI want Faye and Simon to hear that new piece you learned.â Now
he was in the doorway. Suzanne looked up, her finger in her place.
âYou know the one I mean, with the fancy runs? Is it Bach? Or Beethoven?â
It was a Chopin étude sheâd begun working on two weeks ago, the third. Mrs. Gardenia said it was a good place to begin Chopin. âTake it slowly,â she said, âone hand at a time, before you try them together. Just do up to hereââ she pointed. âThatâs enough for a start.â But Suzanne had played the two hands together on the third day of practicing and gone further than Mrs. Gardenia indicated. The other night her father had stood behind her, listening, then patted her head. âVery nice, very nice.â She grew hot with scorn; she hardly knew the piece yet. The dynamics were shaky and she still stumbled over the chromatic chords. He didnât even know what he was hearing.
âI just started that one, Dad. I canât do it right yet.â
âIt sounded fine to me. Come on, put the book away. You can go back to it later.â
She protested, he insisted, until she followed him sullenly down the stairs. He always won. He was still stronger.
She played badly, as she knew she would, even worse than she expected because she was stiff with tension and rage. Her fingers faltered over the runs and botched the chords, even the timing. She stopped at a chord resolutionâheâd never know the piece wasnât really overâand, resisting the impulse to end with an infantile bang on the keys, let her hands grip the edge of the bench instead. There was silence. No one could pretend this had been a stellar performance.
âWell, now, that wasnât bad, considering how difficult it is. Chopin, right? One of the études?â Uncle Simon said.
She nodded without looking up. She wouldnât let them see her tears. âI told you,â she murmured. âI told you I didnât know it yet.â
âAll right, all right, letâs sit down and have something to eat,â said Joseph.
At the table Uncle Simon nudged her and began making up a limerick about ChopinââThere was a composer named Chopin, who wrote études quite hard for