Free Devastate (Havoc Series Stand Alone Book 5) by Xavier Neal

darlin'....Tell me and I'll give you what you're askin' for.”
                  “Lordy please...”
                  “Tell me.”
                  “Touch me,” she moans the encouragement. My finger slips into the luscious lure gently pushing inside, winning me another whimper. When I add an extra finger Jazz rewards me yet again with the sound of my name. “Lordy...”
                  Positive it's not the heat making me as hot as I am, I growl and pull her face down into mine, lips needing to sample bits of kisses between absorbing the orgasmic breath she's leaking out. She bucks tumultuously, drawing out my own need to explode. Much faster than expected, Jazz is on the brink of falling apart as her nails anchor themselves into my shoulders. Goddamn. The small cut of pain turns me on even more.
                  “That's it darlin',” I push moving my fingers faster. “All mine...”
                  She squeaks at the same time her muscles pulsate around my fingers, claiming them. Claiming me. Claiming this moment to be the next step in whatever this is growing between us.
                  Watching her come down off her high is almost as sexy as watching her climb it. There isn't much she does that isn't sexy. Hell, even the way she scolds me is sexy.
                  “Did you have a good time, cowgirl?”
                  “Mmm,” she hums running her hands down my chest, her breathing still unsteady. “How about you show me a good time outside of this truck?”
                  “Now you're just bein' picky.” I chuckle and peck her lips.
                  Once the two of us are all cleaned up and properly rearranged, we get out of the truck and take off towards the activities, hand in hand. Our hands slightly sway. I do my best to relax. Everything is going to be fine. Everything is going to go smoothly. History isn't going to repeat itself. It can't. It won't.
                  Jazz abruptly stops us before we get too close to the fun. “Spill Lordy.” When I raise my eyebrows in confusion she pulls her hand away from me and folds her arms across her white tank top covered chest, a look I am becoming enamored with. Don't get me wrong. Her business tops are hot, but this laid back style, is much better. Bonus points for my ability to get a better view of her tits in tank tops. “You're going to try to play stupid with me? Really?”
                  I innocently shrug and adjust my hat.
                  “Your body language is basically screaming at your level of discomfort. The tension that's settling in your neck. Your well-played attempt to make me forget about it by making me come--”
                  “If you're gonna say that word darlin' make sure you're prepared to do it again.”
                  A wild smirk flashes on her face. “Lordy, what happened that day? What happened to make you leave? I've met your family and while they are enough on their own to make you wanna escape, what broke the camel’s back?”
                  Increasingly angry I ask through gritted teeth, “Do we really have to do this now?”
                  “Yes.”
                  “Really?”
                  “Really.”
                  “Fucking seriously, Jazz?”
                  “Now.”
                  My eyes drop to my boots the ability to breathe a struggle.
                  “Lordy.”
                  Looking back up I sigh, “Fuck. Fine. A few weeks before my 19th birthday, I found out Mary Beth had been cheating on me with Jo.” Jazz doesn't look surprised, which makes me question, “Why don't you look shocked? Is this already in my file?”
                  “No. She just exhibits obvious behavior