The vaseline must have worked or
heâd have needed your help to get it out.â
The nurse left him at the entrance to the ward. Over her shoulder as she went she said, âDanielâs about somewhere.â
It was a bit like having mice in the attic. At first it drives you mad and you try everything to put a stop to it. But when the poison and the traps and the swearing fail, left with nothing else you start coming to terms with it. The noise doesnât annoy you any less but it doesnât distress you in the same way. Daniel Hood was the mouse in Deaconâs attic. He no longer felt his whole body clench at the sound of Danielâs name, but the way his life overlapped with Deaconâs in so many varied and unexpected areas was a constant irritation.
âNever mind,â he said with restraint.
Anyone who knew this girl a week ago would have been shocked at the sight of her, her face white and strained, her slender body, that in health looked only fit and toned, so diminished by illness that it barely lifted the sheet off the bed. But when Deacon last saw her she was teetering on the edge of the abyss, and he was surprised how much better she looked today.
He told her who he was, then he told her what he wanted to know. âWhere did you get the pills, Miss Barker?â
She couldnât have sat up without the support of the pillows and her voice was wafer-thin. But it seemed her mind was clear enough to understand the question, and even to evade it. âI didnât.â
Deacon breathed heavily at her. âWe donât really have to do this, do we? Pretend that youâve no idea what Iâm talking about until I produce the blood-work and we discuss it like intelligent people? I know what you took. I want to know where you got it.â
Some people you can bully, some you canât. If heâd thought about it rather longer Deacon would have realised he was unlikely to intimidate a girl who threw half-ton horses at five-foot fences for fun. Even lying half-prone in the bed, Alison Barker managed to glare back at him. âSuperintendent Deacon, watch my lips. I didnât take any drugs. I know â Iâve been told â they got into me somehow, but I didnât take them. I didnât buy them, I donât know where they came from and I donât know how
they got into my system.â
Deacon sighed. He pulled out the chair recently vacated by Daniel and sat down. âMiss Barker, are we back to this âThereâs a murderer on the loose business?â
She was no stranger to scepticism. Sheâd seen the look that was on Deaconâs face now too often to go on being surprised. On the faces of friends and of professionals â people whose job it was to listen, to understand and to help. Some of them policemen. She bared her teeth in a smile that would have been fierce if it hadnât been so frail. âThatâs right. He killed my father and now heâs tried to kill me.â
âThatâs what you said when you ran into Danielâs car,â Deacon pointed out, not unreasonably.
Alison nodded. âI was wrong about that.â
âPerhaps youâre wrong about this.â
âYou mean, perhaps I spent money I donât have on drugs I donât want and took them without noticing?â
One thing was clear: she hadnât much in the way of brain damage. âThen how do you explain it?â asked Deacon.
âMy food was spiked. Itâs the only way.â
âWho by?â Deacon hadnât a lot of time for grammar.
âJohnny Windham.â
âThe livestock transporter?â
Alison hadnât expected him to remember. Sheâd imagined that once the file was stamped No further action recommended, everyone whoâd handled it would forget. She nodded.
âYouâve seen him recently?â
Alison shook her head without lifting it off the pillow. âHe knows better than to