desk. The carpet has been pulled up, revealing worn wooden floors. And thereâs a bay window at the back with a window seat.
I remember my grandma telling me a few years ago that when she was in her twenties, everyone would come here to the hotel for a fun night out. Thereâs a picture of her and Grandpa sitting on that window seat. Theyâre all dressed up, looking into each otherâs eyes. Itâs one of my favorite photos. They look like movie stars, the most beautiful people Iâve ever seen.
I wonder if she was friends with Joshâs grandpa. I bet she was.
âItâs a great space,â I say. âItâs so big, and the high ceilings are amazing, along with the view, of course.â
âYeah, itâs great,â he says. âIâd like to keep it in the family, but I think my mom just wants to move on.â
Josh goes to find the rest of the troupe, and I walk over to help with the dogs.
âSo we can just hang out here?â Micayla asks me. I tell her the whole story about the hotel and Joshâs grandpa.
She listens but then changes the subject. âEverything seems crazy today. Claire is crying. Bennett and Calvin keep arguing about what teams are going to make the Super Bowl, even though itâs July! Even the dogs are acting nuts.â
I look around. Things seem moderately calm to me.
âI donât get it,â I say. âThe dogs are all lounging.â
âTheyâre fine right now. But I didnât even have a chance to tell you what happened with Lester this morning.â
âWhat happened?â I ask.
âHe kept trying to run away when I picked him up, even though I called him to come back a hundred times. Then hehopped onto someoneâs lap outside Breakfast on the Boardwalk and took a bite of the womanâs egg and cheese sandwich. And he canât even have dairy!â
âFor real?â
âYes, Remy. I donât know whatâs gotten into him. Heâs clearly struggling with something.â She looks right into my eyes. âAnd you, youâre struggling with something, too. I can tell. Your mind is in a hundred different places.â She puts her hands on my shoulders and tries to get me to focus.
Sheâs right. No matter how hard I try to pretend that I have everything figured out, Micyala can tell when I donât.
âOkay.â I take a deep breath.
Focus, Remy, focus
. Right now I need to be here, helping with the dogs, helping my friends. Finally I come up with an indoor activity that would be good for the dogs and for relaxation.
We gather all the dogs together, and we get them to sit more or less in a circle. Maybe itâs possible for us to do some doggie yoga. I try to guide them to breathe in and breathe out and breathe in and breathe out.
âThis is ridiculous!â Claire says, standing up. âDogs canât do yoga! And neither can I.â
âClaire, come on,â Calvin groans. âJust sit down.â
âAnd of course dogs can do yoga,â I say defensively. âHello! Downward-facing dog?â
No one laughs, and that disappoints me a little bit.
âI need a personal day,â Claire says. Sheâs been asking for days off more and more lately, but sheâs still here.
âClaire,â I say, though Iâm a little bit tired of begging her to stick around, âplease stay.â
Even though my begging sounds forced, Claire sits back down. Calvin and I make eye contact, and I feel like Iâve swallowed a brick. And then that brick goes down my throat and into my stomach.
I donât understand how anyone can focus on anything when thereâs a boy you might really like who might also really like you. And thereâs also a boy you thought you really liked, but maybe you were wrong.
At the end of the day, we take the dogs home. Then Calvin and Bennett go to shoot hoops, and Claire, Micayla, and I walk home slowly,