Free Embracing Us (Embracing Series) by Delisa Lynn Page B

touched me since high school except for you. So yes, having some tramp grind her ass on me and touching me turned me on. But I left Li, I love you so much. I would never be with anyone else. I was drunk, and to be honest with you, I’m pissed. You went to a wedding for your friend and almost died on your way home. Then I find out you are pregnant, and the baby may not be mine. You want to know what the worst part is. Having to know that you let Evan fuck you not once but twice and without a condom. He had his dick buried inside of you, with nothing between the two of you his bare skin touching your insides. You my fucking wife, my life, and some other fucker had a hell of a weekend banging the fuck out of you. Now I’ll have to look at our son every goddamn day for the rest of our lives, and think about you fucking Evan Martin. That’s what my problem is, Lila Rae Ellis. I know you didn’t mean to and I know that you are sorry, that you love me, and all that other bull shit. But it happened and now not only you have to live with it but so does our family. What do you think everyone will say if they find out? You know, my family and family name is well known around half the state. You’re a wife, mother, and a lawyer and you are acting like you’re still nineteen. I understand that you had a thing with Evan when I was in the army. I get that, but to fuck him at your father’s memorial service, while I was not even ten feet away. What kind of person are you? Who the hell does that? I don’t know. I thought I was okay with everything, but it’s tearing me apart. Tearing us apart, because last night I was ready to do the exact thing and forget about you for the night. But I guess that’s the difference, I have a conscious.”
    I’m so m ad at him, he is going to use my cheating to make this all better. There is no fucking excuse to make this better. I can feel my jaw clinch and my tears streaming down my cheeks, I look at him and say, “Well since I’m such a whore and a bad wife, looks like I’ll leave you to do whatever and who the fuck ever you want. You may want to get tested, I’m sure that skank had some sort of disease. I’m sorry that my childish behavior will ruin the Ellis name.”
    “What if it was me Li, what if I did that shit to you? You wouldn’t like it one goddamn bit. That fucker came to the hospital and talked to me, I bet his country ass was smiling and laughing at me. Thinking ha ha motherfucker, I fucked your wife, not once but three times since you been back, oh I’m sorry, make that four. Why you were home watching your kids, I was making her scream my name, giving her orgasm, after orgasm. How the hell am I supposed to feel, Lila?”
    “I’m not sure Liam, but I’m not doing this. Your right, he was probably laughing at you the entire time, thinking about fucking me nice and hard, coming in me over and over. While I screamed his name. Is that what you said?”
    I kiss his cheek, walk into the closet, pack a bag, throw on some sweat pants, and going the hell away from him. I’ve hurt him so bad, he has never spoken to me that way, and I never thought that he would. But I’ve driven him to this point. My selfishness has ruined my marriage, and my husband’s love and respect for me as vanished. Everything that we worked to build back up, I’ve completely fucked it all up.
    “Li, what the hell. I told you . I didn’t fuck any goddamn body. I love you too much. I wouldn’t never do what you have to me. I’m so confused, what the hell do you want from me? I can’t take back last night, just like you can’t take back being with Evan all those times.” He says as he walks over and places his arm around my waist.
    “I don’t want anything from you, and just so you know, I will never need anything from you either. Now please don’t touch me again, if I were you, I would take a shower, and call the cleaners to clean the couch.”
    “Li, baby come on don’t act like this.” He