Iâm not an idiot.â
âYeah, OK,â he said. âCan I kiss you, before you completely kill the moment?â
âI canât believe you think Iâd kill the moment! If you want to kiss me, then just â¦â
That was when he kissed me â so softly, so gently, that it felt like our lips simply brushed against each other. I tingled all over. I pulled away from him and instinctively ran my finger across my lips. It was weird. Weâd barely touched, but it felt amazing. I suddenly realised my lips were dry. They needed moisture, which meant I needed lip-gloss!
âAre you OK?â Nick said, frowning.
âYeah, I, um ⦠I just need the loo,â I said, jumping up and running to the guest loo in the corridor.
When I got there, I looked in the mirror and saw my hair was a mess. It was sticking up in a crazy way, like Iâd been asleep for hours and forgotten to wrap it up, like I normally do. I began finger-combing my hair. I suddenly wished I hadnât just taken out my braids; I rarely had a bad hair day when I had them in. It was just spray the braid sheen, arrange the braids and go!
As I hunted around for my lip-gloss I realised it was still in my bag, which was with Nick in the other room! My panic was interrupted by a knock at the door.
âHey, Makeeda, are you OK?â Nick asked.
âYeah, Iâll be out in a minute,â I replied.
I quickly looked in the cupboards for anything that I could use on my lips, but I found nothing. I flushed the loo, began washing my hands and noticed the hand lotion. As I rubbed some on my hands I quickly swiped my lips. Desperate times call for desperate measures, after all. Besides, I was sure Iâd read in a magazine somewhere that real ladies werenât afraid to make do with what they had, and that it was a sign of resourcefulness. It gave the example of a woman who had used Vaseline as a substitute for hair cream, but at least I hadnât gone that far. I headed back to the living room feeling more confident, but made a mental note to always take my handbag wherever I went.
Nick and I didnât kiss again straight away; we finished watching the film (heâd stopped it when I fell asleep). When we did kiss, he told me my lips felt slippery and smelled of peaches. I told him it was a new lip-gloss. This was one of those âto thegrave secretsâ Tanisha had told me about. No matter what, no one must ever know Iâd used lotion instead of gloss.
I still couldnât quite believe that Nick and I had just kissed, twice! There was something different about that second kiss. It wasnât as full of nerves as the first. It was still gentle and sweet, but the best moment was when I opened my eyes and saw Nick. I saw and felt something I hadnât seen or felt before. I felt incredibly special. I just hoped that he saw the same emotion reflected in my eyes.
Chapter 9
Akwaaba
I was finally in Ghana!
It wasnât my first time or anything, but it somehow felt that way. Mum, Delphy and I had already spent a week with Dadâs relatives in Accra, the capital city, and we were about to travel to Kumasi to my other grandmotherâs, where the puberty ceremony was going to take place. We called Dad the night before we left Accra.
âSo has anyone called for me?â I asked.
âYouâve only been there for five minutes! Didnât you tell your friends youâd be in Ghana?â Dad said.
âYes.â
âThen why would anyone call you, Makeeda?â Dad asked.
âOh ⦠I just thought â¦â
âHey, whoâs got the most mosquito bites?â he interrupted.
âDelphina!â
âWill you look after your sister, please? With her eczema she needs to be more careful,â Dad replied.
âDad, I can do many things, but weâre talking nature here and those insects seem to love me almost as much!â I said. I had tiny bites on my legs