his feelings getting away from him. If he allowed himself to let go, nothing good could come of it. Things would get out of hand and someone could get hurt. She could get hurt.
Still, heâd never met a woman who made him want to lose control the way Nita did.
He stripped off his shirt, tossing it over the footboard. He had just unfastened his pants when he was interrupted by a knock. He zipped back up and opened the door. Nita stood in the hall, her long hair wet, dressed in an oversize menâs shirt that wasnât buttoned very high.
Aw hell.
When he should have closed them, his eyes wandered lower instead, and what little breath he had left backed up in his chest. If heâd ever wondered whether or not she had nice legs, he just got his answer. The shirt stopped at midthigh, and that exposed a lot of silky, milk-white bare skin.
âCan I come in?â she asked.
Though his head was saying no, his body didnât listen. As if in some sort of sexual trance, he backed up and held the door open wider.
She stepped inside and shut the door behind her,leaning against it, as if she was making sure he couldnât get away. Her eyes fixed on him, wandered across his bare chest, then lower to his partially unfastened pants.
She was looking at him as though sheâd been starved for a month and he was an all-you-can-eat buffet.
This was not good.
âI wanted to thank you for all your help this week,â she said, âwith Daddy and with the farm. I couldnât have done it without you.â
He had a feeling he knew exactly how she wanted to thank him. He backed away a safe distance, keeping his face stony and disinterested. âNo need to thank me. Iâm sure you would have managed just fine without my help.â
She stepped toward him, unfastening one of the buttons on her shirt, widening the V of smooth pale skin, so he could make out the curve of her breasts. âMaybe I want to thank you.â
He held his ground, but he could feel his body reacting to her presence, to the scent of her freshly scrubbed skin. A warm curl of need started in his groin and spiraled outward. âAs I said, that isnât necessary.â
She propped her hands on her hips and gazed up at him. âBoy, you sure donât take a hint.â
âI understand exactly what youâreâ¦suggesting. Iâm declining your offer.â
She popped another button on her shirt, till a lone button was all that kept him from pure heaven. âIâm not looking for a commitment if thatâs what youâre worried about. Just some good clean fun. And if you want to play dirty, thatâs okay, too.â
âAnd Iâm still not interested,â he lied. The truth was he wanted to rip off that shirt, and whatever she mightbe wearing underneath, and take her right up against the door. He wanted to feel those silky legs wrapped around his hips, feel her nimble body pressed up against him.
âI may look and act like a boy, but Iâm still a woman, Connor.â She undid the last button on her shirt, slowly eased it off her shoulders and let it slip to the floor. She wore plain white cotton pantiesânot what most men would consider overtly sexy. But combined with the woman underneath, they had fire pumping through his veins. Her skin was pale ivory and looked flawlessly smooth. Her breasts were small and pert, her nipples two tiny, dark points begging to be touched.
Longing swept through him in a hot rush, but he beat the feeling down. With most women he had no trouble keeping his emotions in check. He could see to his physical needs without letting his feelings override his good sense. Not that the encounters had ever been particularly satisfying. For him or his partner. But they had been safe, and that was all that had mattered. He knew with Nita he already was invested emotionally. Once he let go, let the sex happen, there would be no stopping him.
âTrust me, Nita, you