You go see about your mother and Iâll take care of the caseâand Alonso. Call me as soon as you know something.â
She hesitated, stared up at him like she wanted to say something.
âWhat is it?â
âThank you, Joseph.â
âFor what?â
âJustâ¦â She shrugged. âThanks.â
Five minutes later, he pulled up beside her car and placeda hand on her arm. âI know you need to go, butâ¦be thinking about what you want, Catelyn, okay? When all this is over, could we please sit down and have a major talk?â Intense brown eyes held her captive.
What she wanted? Have a major talk?
âWhat do you mean, Joseph? I want to solve this case. I want to find Kelly Franklin, I wantâ¦â
His finger covered her lips and she froze. âI meanââ his throat bobbed, betraying his cool, seemingly unaffected attitude ââis there a possibility for there to be an âusâ again? Could you possibly want to explore these feelings that are still there between us?â
Catelyn shut her mind against the instant rush of wonderful memories with this man, and instead, focused on the reason theyâd split up.
âYouâre a cop.â
His brown eyes glinted. She hadnât denied she still had feelings for him and heâd picked up on that. âIâll agree with that.â
âWell, so am I. And Iâm not giving that up.â
âDid I ask you to?â Confusion flickered as he sat back to stare at her.
âYes, Joseph, you did.â
The stunned look on his face floored her. Did he not realize? âI told you about my father and you started acting just like him.â
Stunned, he countered, âHow did you come up with that? You said he wanted your mother to stay home and be mom and a wife. Whatâs wrong with that?â
âEverything!â
How could anyone so smart be so dense?
She hopped out of his car and into hers, cranked the engine and sped off.
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Women.
Joseph drove back to his parentsâ home with the vain hope that Alonso had come to his senses and returned there. The dogs would be here shortly to pick up the scent. Joseph would let them do their job while he did his.
Parking in the drive, he shook his head, opened the door and dashed through the rain into the house. Having grown up in a household full of women, youâd think I would understand them by now, but I donât, God, especially not Catelyn. What did I say that was so wrong? So I would prefer that she think about staying home instead of working. Is that so wrong?
Guilt gnawed at him as he thought about the conversations that seemed to come in spurts. Heâd never asked her to quit being cop.
Not in so many words.
But what did his actions say? Was he not saying something that he should put into words?
But what? How could he reassure her that they could work everything out? What did she need to hear to put her fears to rest?
Lost in thought, he intended to make his way to the back bedroom, the one across from his parentsâ master bedroom, but his mother stepped out of the kitchen cutting off his path. âIs everything all right?â she signed.
Not wanting to worry her, he signed back, âI think it will be. Nothing for you to be anxious about, okay?â
She waved aside his words then planted her hands on ample hips before lifting them one more time to sign. âI may not be a big bad FBI agent, but Iâm still a mother and I know when somethingâs wrong.â Narrowing her eyes, she signed, âIf you donât want to tell me, fine, but donât try to tell me everythingâsall right when your face, the tension in your shoulders and your heavy footsteps tell me another story.â
âMom, Iâm sorry.â He tamped down his impatience to get moving. âNo, everythingâs not all right, but I donât want to say anything right now. There, is that