better?â
âMuch.â She stood on tiptoes while he bent at the waist. She pressed a kiss to his cheek then she reached up to pat it with a soft hand. âYou need to shave. Your father and I are going out to eat with friends. Alonsoâs game has been canceled due to the rain. Youâre welcome to join us or eat the casserole in the fridge.â
âIâll take the casserole, thanks.â He backed toward his room, needing to get going.
âI think weâre going to go see one of the late movies after we eat, so donât worry about us if weâre not home until midnight or so, okay?â
She headed back into the kitchen to grab her purse, and Joseph bolted for his room.
Even as he kept an eye out for the K-9 unit, love for his mother filled him. He heard his dadâs footsteps heading in the direction of Josephâs mom. All his life, his mother had been a living example of the kind of woman Joseph wanted to marry.
Without warning, Catelynâs pretty features flashed into his mind. Ruthlessly, he shoved them away. Catelyn had made it clear she wasnât interested in marrying a cop. And, too late, heâd discovered she wasnât interested in being a stay-at-home wife and mother, which is the kind of woman heâd always pictured himself settling down with. The thought of marrying a career woman had never held any appeal for him. Call him old-fashioned, but that was just the way he was. And the thought of Catelyn being hurt or killed was just more than he could bear. His heart cramped at the thought. But heâd figuredtheyâd work through it. Find a solution, a compromise that would make them both happy. However, before he could even present the idea to her, sheâd refused to see him, have anything to do with him. So when he got the call from New York saying the FBI job was his if he wanted it, heâd taken it.
Maybe he should have pushed harder to get her to talk to him, butâ¦heâd been hurt, too. So, heâd left.
Only now he had regrets. Lots of them. And heâd come to realize a future with Catelyn would be completely different than what heâd always pictured. She didnât meet any of the expectations heâd mentally placed on his future spouse; add in Catelynâs reserve about marrying another officer and he had hurdles in his path that he didnât know if he could successfully leap over.
And he wasnât interested in a job change. Although, if it meant doing it for herâ¦
Was he willing to revamp everything heâd ever thought about when it came to marriage and family?
He sighed and focused his attention back to the case. He simply had to put Catelyn and their relationship out of his mind until this case was over. So he turned his thoughts to his brother.
He heard his parents leave. Two minutes later, the unit arrived. Grabbing Alonsoâs pillow from his bed, he carried it downstairs to meet the handler, Christine Palmer and her K-9, Zorro.
âHey, Christine, how are you?â
The petite redhead nodded at him. âDoing well, Joseph. Good to see you again.â
âYeah, you too. I just wish it wasnât for this reason.â He held the pillow out to the German shepherd at her side. The dog took a good sniff and Christine put him to work.
âLet me know immediately what you find, will you?â hehollered at her disappearing back. âIâll be right here working on what I can from this end.â
âYou got it,â she yelled.
Worry about Alonso engulfed him. His suspicion that the game would be cancelled had come to fruition. That meant Alonso was out there somewhere. With a BOLO out on both boys, it wouldnât be long before he would be getting a phone call that theyâd been picked up. His heart ached at the thought of his brotherâs involvement. He just hoped it didnât come to the point where he had to excuse himself from the case.
He still had a couple