Free The Passion of Mademoiselle S. by Jean-Yves Berthault Page B

first pain, and then pleasure. And you will collapse a passionately happy man onto my panting body, quite spent after such a coupling. Yes, my one and only love, my dear lover whom I adore, I shall violate your magnificent body just as you once violated mine. But, in order to spare you the searing pain of this rape, my penetrating kisses will prepare the way for my superhuman member. My soft, skillful tongue will glide slowly into that little brown hole. It will keep it prisoner between its lips for a long time, and when the hole has softened, then your darling perverted Simone, your filthy passionate mistress, will press her demented, thrilling flesh against yours. In all the delirium of her rutting senses you will become her “mistress” and she your “man.” You see, my darling, our cravings are indistinguishable from each other. You dreamed of a vigorous male violating your flesh. While I dreamed of a gentle, lascivious mistress. Our extraordinary love has achieved the miracle. As our passions dictate, we shall take turns, changing sex and therefore achieving double the pleasure, double the ecstasy. Ah, Charles, how I bless the day fate brought us together! How I bless your audacity and my weakness! To think I almost fled when you became more insistent. Did I have enough of an inner struggle before sinning? (Yes, that was how I saw it then.) But, can you see, we were destined for each other. Did you espy the passionate lover in me? Tell me, did you suspect all my depravity? Oh, I love you, I love you so frantically, darling.
    Yes, my little god, you will succeed in intoxicating me with your touch. You know you will. Surely you remember the moans of pleasure I could not suppress when you sucked passionately at my little cunt? Well, you will embark on that task again. You will make me die of pleasure with your skilled kisses. Yes, darling, suck me, suck me. You are so good at it. Suck up the very last drop of my bitter come and drive your hard prick into me. Stay there without moving, and when your prick is truly covered in that abundant sap, I can lick it dementedly. I can taste my own juices on your member. Neither of us knows what we may do next. Or perhaps I shall make a necklace for your cock with my breasts, or with my eager mouth, taking in every inch of him. Unless, despite how very foolhardy * this would be, I choose to feel him drive into my shuddering cunt and to hold you to my breast so that our bodies become indistinguishable in our close embrace. Oh, darling, I want to be unreservedly yours, to belong to you, to you. I want never to tear my body from your voluptuous body. I want to sink into ever deeper delights thanks to your touch. What an exquisite dream! Yes, loved one, I love you so much I throw all caution to the wind. I love you so much I shall give you every part of myself if you insist on it. If you want to take me in a different coupling, if you want your cock to take shelter in a softer haven, if in fact you now want to savor the normal kind of lovemaking that we have banned, I feel I could not refuse you anything, nothing, not even that. Tell me, do want this of me, for me to give myself to you so completely? Do you want me to open this hitherto closed door to you? Do you want to possess me fully, in the normal way? I want it if it will afford you new pleasure.
    On Monday we shall belong to each other again. On Monday, my loved one, we can love each other passionately with the equipment at our disposal, until we have something better. I am entirely yours. I am your darling slave. Take my body whichever way you want, I am yours.
    Goodbye, my loved one, till tomorrow. I am kissing you passionately all over your adorable body and nestling in your arms to savor the full sweetness of your exquisite attentions.
    All of me is yours.
    Simone
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    * There is no doubt that Simone’s use of “foolhardy” here is in reference to vaginal penetration, and indicates a real concern about pregnancy. The