it.â
âHuh. Of course you will.â
Ignoring her attitude, I hang up the phone and hastily get directions to the bar. Why the hell are Hardin and my father at a bar at three in the afternoon? Why the hell are Hardin and my father even together?
This makes no sense to meâand what about the cops? What did they do? I should have asked the woman on the phone. I canonly hope they didnât get into a fight with each other . Thatâs the last thing any of us needs.
My imagination has run wild by the time I make it to the bar, and has concluded that Hardinâs either murdered my father or vice versa. There are no cop cars outside the small bar, which is a good sign, I suppose. I park directly in front of the building and hurry inside, wishing I had worn a sweatshirt instead of a T-shirt.
âThere she is!â my father calls out jubilantly.
I can tell heâs loaded as he stumbles over to me.
âYou should have seen it, Tessie!â He claps his hands. âHardin just whooped some serious ass!â
âWhere is heââ I start, but right then a bathroom door opens and Hardin walks out, wiping his bloody hands on a red-stained paper towel.
âWhat happened?â I yell to him from the opposite side of the room.
âNothing . . . calm down.â
I gape as I walk over to him. âAre you drunk ?â I ask, then twist slightly to look at his eyes: bloodshot.
He looks off to the side. âMaybe.â
âThis is unbelievable.â I cross my arms as he tries to take my hand.
âHey, you should be thanking me for having your dadâs back. Heâd be on the floor right now if it wasnât for me.â He points to a man sitting on the floor holding a bag of ice against his cheek.
âI wonât be thanking you for anythingâyouâre drunk in the middle of the afternoon! And with my father, of all people. What the hell is wrong with you?â I storm away from him, back toward the bar, where my father is now sitting.
âDonât be mad at him, Tessie; he loves you.â My father is defending him.
What the hell is going on here?
As Hardin walks over, I ball my fists at my sides and shout,âSo what, you two get drunk together and now youâre best friends? Neither of you should even be drinking!â
âBaby,â Hardin says into my ear and attempts to wrap his arm around me.
âHey,â the woman behind the bar says, knocking on the counter to get my attention. âYou gotta get them out of here.â
I nod at her and glare at the drunken idiots who are my lot. My fatherâs cheek is pink, giving the impression he was hit, and Hardinâs hands are already swelling.
âYou can come to our house for tonight so you can sober up, but this isnât acceptable behavior.â I want to scold them both, like the children they are. âFor either of you.â
I exit the smelly little space and am at the car before they make it to the door. Hardin scowls at my father as the older man tries to rest an arm on his shoulder. I get into my car, disgusted.
Hardinâs intoxication puts me on edge. I know how he is when heâs drunk, and Iâm not sure Iâve ever seen him this drunk before, not even that night he destroyed all the china. I miss the days when Hardin didnât drink anything but water at parties. We have a list of problems right now, and him drinking only adds fuel to the flames.
APPARENTLY, MY FATHER has graduated from being an angry drunk to one who tells endless jokes, most of which are tasteless and obnoxious. The whole ride home he laughs too hard at his own words, with Hardin joining him every now and then. This isnât how I envisioned this day at all. I donât know what it was that made Hardin warm up to my father, but now that theyâre both drunk in the middle of the day, I donât like their âfriendshipâ at all.
When we get home, I