and asked me over to his place for dinner this Friday night. He made it clear that I could say no and suffer no consequences and I believed him. But how could I say no? How could any sane woman—never mind one who has having nightly fantasies about being fucked by him—say no?
Instead I’d said nothing. Just stood there like a damn fool with a crazed look on my face.
“Are you okay, Kara?” he’d asked me. “Like I said, it’s quite okay if you say no. I know this his highly improper of me, I just can’t stop thinking of you.”
I came back to life and smiled. “No, it’s quite okay, Mr. Kingston, you just caught me off guard is all.”
My boss smiled. “If it’s just the two of us you can call me Tyler.”
“Okay, Mr. Kingston. I mean. Tyler.”
Another moment of silence passed between us. “So, is that a yes?”
I finally found my bearings. “Sure, I’d love to have dinner with you this Friday. Where do you live?”
He placed his hand on my shoulder and gave me a gentle squeeze. “I live at the top of this building, Kara, in the penthouse. So just bring a change of clothes with you to work if you like. You can get ready at my place. I have a separate bathroom you can use.”
A penthouse. With a separate bathroom, for me to get ready in. Was I ready for this? Did it matter? I knew if I turned him down I would spend the rest of my life questioning the decision. So I did what any sane woman would do. I decided to see him and most likely give him my body.
“Sure thing, sir. I mean Tyler.”
Tyler smiled and left for the day and since then I’d been frantic with worry. Of course he’s going to seduce me and there’s no way I could refuse him. Shoot, I had no desire to refuse him. As a matter of fact I’d been secretly praying that he would seduce me. But now what? How was I going to be please a man who has probably bedded some of the finest women in the world?
And I didn’t even know how to give a blowjob, for goodness sakes!
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“Well Kara it’s pretty simple. You grab ahold of his cock, stick it in your mouth and then suck on it. If you do a good job his dick will quiver and you will get a nice creamy surprise.”
“Ashley, it can’t be that simple, can it?”
Ashley laughed. “No, it isn’t that simple actually. To be quite honest its far more complicated than that but I don’t see what you’re all worked up about. Just tell the man you’re a god damn virgin and let him take care of the rest. You’re giving him something special, girl. Most bitches these days start sucking and fucking when they still in middle school.”
I shook my head. “When did you start?”
My best friend rolled her eyes. “In middle school.”
We shared a laugh but a minute later I was racked with anxiety again. Tomorrow night was the night and I still couldn’t help but feel silly. “I don’t know if he’s going to view it that way, Ashley. As a matter of fact I think he’s going to look at me like I’m some sort of weirdo or something. Who the hell is a virgin when they are twenty-four?”
“You the only one I know,” she replied. “But still, don’t let it stress you out none. Like I said, just tell the man you been saving yourself for someone special. Tell him you want him to teach you how to please him. Men love that shit. Trust me.”
“Yeah? Are you sure?”
“Hell yeah I’m sure. I don’t care how rich this man is, he still has a damn ego. And here’s your fine ass, telling him he’s the one special enough to break you in. A fine ass girl like yourself. Shit, this fool barely gonna be able to control his happiness, you just see.”
I thought about it for a moment and what Ashley was saying made sense. “Is there anything else I need to know?”
Ashley thought for a moment. “You think he got a big one?”
I thought about that for a second and a smile crept across my face. “Well, he’s tall. And he’s got really big hands. Not to mention he wears tailored
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