Families know theyâre losing money and their grip on the Commonwealth frontier. Everyoneâs trying to figure out a way to keep what they have, and that ozonelike odor you smell is the short, sharp scent of panic in the wind.â
John sighed as he slipped the Beecham back inside his jacket pocket. âThat misplaced mine didnât help, Iâm sure.â
âNo, it didnât help one bit.â Jani slid off the counter and walked to the table. Val had stacked the dirty plates and cutlery to one side in order to deposit his and Johnâs medical gear. She picked them up and carried them to the cleaner. âI need to take a trip back across the lake. Break the news to Tsecha about the ship, find out what transpired at the enclave after I left.â She inserted all the tableware into the appropriate slots and holders. âI thought Iâd try to catch some sleep first.â
âAre you going to tell him about our possible hybrid?â John pushed off the counter, then paused to fuss with his jacket.
Jani closed the cleaner, then activated it. âI have to, especially if itâs possible that it may be entangled with Feyóâs problem.â
âHow do you think heâll take it?â
âItâs what he prophesied. What he prayed for all theseyears.â Jani yanked a dispo towel from a countertop dispenser and wiped her hands. âOn the other hand, considering the current climate, he may wish our young friend had chosen a less tangled time to make his appearance.â She crumpled the dispo and tossed it into the trash, followed the flash and the puff of smoke that signaled its demise, then walked with John into the hall.
âI donât know if Iâll see you before we leave.â He seemed subdued, as though the import of their upcoming journey had just struck home. âSeventeen-up is the usual departure time for an afternoon trip. Iâll send a skimmer for you at about sixteen.â
âAll right.â Jani felt his presence beside her, and tried not to think about it. âI should have called. Iâm sorry.â
John grinned weakly. âYou have this knack for putting yourself in the middle of things. When I heard that a mine had exploded at the enclave, I thought the worst.â
Jani touched Johnâs arm, pulling away just as a look of surprise crossed his face. âI was in a bunker, 200 meters away, with Niall, Tsecha, and a comtech who didnât like me very much.â
âMore fool him.â John hesitated at the door, as though he wanted to say more. Then he saw Val lower the skimmer boot lid and circle around to the driverâs side. âTomorrow,â he said, his businesslike demeanor returned.
Jani took Johnâs coat from the rack and handed it to him, feeling its softness long after she released it. âTomorrow.â She saw him out, watched him get into the skimmer, then watched the vehicle float out of sight.
She then returned to the library to find Lucien standing at the bar sink cleaning the glasses. He looked up when she entered, then quickly away. Jani walked to the couch and lowered onto it, yawning as the cushions swallowed her up. The remains of her augmentation, her idomeni nature, both had retreated, leaving her drained. She hoisted her legs aboard, lay back, and contemplated the square of blue sky visible through the skylight.
âYou embarrassed me.â
Jani lifted her head. Lucien had finished with the glasses and now wandered the room, straightening and adjusting. When heâs on edge, he needs to move. Just like John. Just like me. Weâre none of us comfortable enough in our skins to stay in one place . âItâs going to happen more and more often. My brain is changing. My bioemotional balances.â She tried to inject some levity into her voice. âIf you think youâre getting the raw end, look at me. Iâm going to wind up even more popular than I