glanced at her, approving the picture she made in the Atlanta Braves cap heâd loaned her. She didnât like Western hats, because she could neverfind one that fit her properly. She liked bibbed caps, like this one.
âAll you need is a hound dog and a shotgun,â he murmured. âAnd a truck.â
She made a face at him. âI look fine, thanks.â Her eyes slid over his lean, fit body in the saddle with admiration and pure pleasure. âYou always did look at home on a horse.â
âItâs where Iâd rather be, most of the time, not stuck in some boardroom with spreadsheets between my hands.â
âYou have your finger in a lot of pies,â she recalled.
He nodded, absently watching the lazy circling flight of a hawk overhead. âThe ranch would be enough for most men. I sit on the board of three corporations, head a committee for the national cattlemenâs lobby and chair my own companies. It keeps me running.â He glanced back at her. âLately I think it keeps me running too much.â
She averted her gaze to the wide pommel of her Western saddle. âI thought you were running from me.â
He chuckled. âMaybe I was.â
âNot anymore?â she asked and tried not to sound hopeful.
He drew the reins more securely through his gloved fingers. He averted his face so that she couldnât see it. âI havenât decided yet.â
âI wonât marry Troy, in case you thought you could change my mind,â she said firmly.
âYou donât suit him the way you are,â he said quietly. âBut I feel responsible for the way you broke up. Maybe I shouldnât have come back until the wedding.â
Her hand caught the pommel and held it, hard.
He saw her fingers clench, saw her stiff stance, and reined in his own mount. âTalk to me!â
She reined in, but she didnât look at him. She stared off in the distance at the buttes that seemed to run along forever against the blue sky. âIf Iâd married Troy, it would have been the biggest mistake either of us ever made. You donât marry one man to work another one out of your system. I may not be mature, but at least I know that. I would have cheated Troy every day I lived with him. Eventually he might have hated me for it.â
âLove can be learned.â
She turned and looked straight at him. âNo, it canât. Not where thereâs no spark of interest to begin with and nothing in common except being born in the same town. He liked football games and I liked fishing. Thatâs pretty basic.â
He leaned forward in the saddle and pulled his Stetson farther over his eyes. âI like fishing myself. I havenât been in years, of course.â
âWe used to go, when Dad was alive.â She smiled, because the memory wasnât so painful now. âIâd siton the bank with a cane pole and try my best to catch something.â
âYou were patient enough,â he agreed. âBut you wouldnât use the right kind of bait.â
She glared at him. âI am not torturing worms and spring lizardsâ¦!â
âDough balls for crappie,â he indicated. âAnd artificial flies for trout fishing. You needed a good rod and reel, not a cane pole, but Whit was always afraid youâd hook yourself in the hand or the eye. I knew better, but I wouldnât argue with him.â
âHe loved you,â she said, glancing back toward the distant river.
âHe loved you, too. If heâd had ten kids, I think youâd still have come first. You were unique, Abby, even at the age of ten.â
âYou liked me then.â
âI like you now,â he said, and his voice was deeper, softer.
She wouldnât look at him. What she felt was too near the surface. âBilly said the boys were chasing strays. Know where to look?â
âI think so. Come on.â
He led the way down a long
Jennifer McCartney, Lisa Maggiore