was the first and, Ted was afraid, perhaps the only thing he could think of to say.
âIt must be strange being underneath when everyone thinks of being up,â said Joy. âIf I worked there, Iâd want to be upâup as high as I could.â
âItâs Joyâs heartâs desire,â said Joe, âthat Iâll sneak her up there one night, show her the city from up in the sky.â But he shook his head, pushing potatoes onto his fork with his knife. âMy grandad, another Joe, he was always superstitious about women getting in to where he worked.â
âHe was in the mines, love,â said Joyâthe exchange had the feel of something repeated over and overââand if women going under the ground is bad luck, then women going so far over the ground should be . . .â
âPositively beneficial?â suggested Ted. It was one of his granâs favourite phrases, although she usually attached it to hot milk if you couldnât sleep, or a flannel tied around your throat if you had a cold coming on, rather than the idea of climbing a great metal ladder up towards the clouds.
âPositively beneficial,â said Joy, smiling, and she reached over and patted his arm so that he flinched a little, the red rushing up from under his shirtâback in school, asking the teacher where Gulliverâs flying island was in the atlas. âA fellow two streets over snuck his wife up the other week; he said there was another fellow who took a girl up there and convinced her to marry him while she was looking at the lights and the view. You see, Joe, you could get me to agree to anything if I was up in the air.â
Joe shook his head. âI donât need to change your mind about anything, love,â he said peaceably.
His cutlery suspended over his plate, Ted looked from one new face to the other: it seemed impossible that this time last week he hadnât even known they existed. Joyâs hand was on Joeâs arm now, her knife laid down, her fork poised in mid-air too. They were both tall, like Tedââa bit stringy,â his gran called itâbut the light made their heads shine blond where Tedâs usually blond hair seemed darker and all bristle. And their eyes, their brown skin, their slender arms and fingers looked like they might have come from the one person, not two different people. He shifted the fork in his hand so his grip matched Joeâs, matched Joyâs. The way she was looking at him, her eyes bright, her face expectant.
âYouâll have all new stories for me, with that whole different perspective on it to himâânodding towards her husbandââwonât you, Ted? Down there on the water, while heâs up in the clouds.â
Swallowing hard, wondering what to say, Ted caught the smallest movement of one of Joeâs fingers underneath his wifeâs arm, soothing, stilling. Somewhere, a long time ago, heâd seen his dad do that with a dog that was turning itself inside out with barking. But in the instant of remembering, he couldnât recall his fatherâs face at all, and put his knife down to feel for the wallet in his trousers. His dadâs picture was in it and he could rebuild the bones, the glance of that face, for himself. His fingers made out the leather rectangle, and his body relaxed a little, registering a new ache in his legs from learning to stand on top of the harbourâs turning tides. The beginning of the day felt as far back as history. This was a whole new world.
âJust a blur at the moment,â he said at last, self-conscious in the face of her enthusiasm and wishing he had some better story to tell. Heâd leave the talking to Joe tonight; heâd concentrate tomorrow, bring her something then.
âHave you got a sweetheart then, Ted?â Joy pushed the potatoes towards him, the gravy jug in its wake.
âWell . . .â He scooped a potato