Free Broken by Delia Steele Page A

there so I give them something to post! I pull him in closer, sink my kiss deeper, & yes ma’am I give them the straight up Hollywood fairy tale & pop my toe up on one foot. This man is my prince!  He really is perfect I believe he was made just for me. Reality sets in thou and I know I have to show him the real side of me, I don’t deserve a man like him, but I can’t help but feel how natural this has all been, It’s not strained or forced could this be the real me? Do I have to hurt him? I already know the answer Cam could never be happy here without his friends, family, and country life. He isn’t meant for the city and the easiest way to set him free is to be honest with him and show him the life I usually live.
    First things first, Gus had sent Cam the air ticket it was open he could use it whenever he was ready. I had arranged for him to receive an unlimited American express to use for whatever his heart desired.(Which came back declined by recipient)   He was a country boy and loved a store called Scruggs that sold country boy stuff so I had them deliver the nicest big green tractor to the farm he worked at to get his attention. I had it surrounded by flowers and all the girly stuff. I knew he would be like WTF but I had to get his attention. The people who set it up for me also delivered him a letter. In which I poured my soul out to him. I told him why it had to be him, how I felt, why it was different, and how I would change my whole world for him. It was no longer Lexi’s world But Ours. I didn’t want to continue on without him beside me::
    “Every mountain that I’ll climb, every valley that I’ll walk through, I will look to the sky and think of you. Every song that we use to sing, every word that we use to say nothing sounds the same; I just can’t help think of you and how I pushed you a way. My memories cloud my every move, my need grows so strong for you. I miss us so much it hurts, I can’t decide if I am worse for your touch. The pain I’ve been drug through it cut me bone deep, but this, your memories are something worth the keep! The horrors of the nightmares linger like a still movie in my mind. I just have to give you enough time. From this day my world is at your feet,  I will spread my arms take a deep breath and look up and in that time you will always be mine, but only in that time. Some things aren’t meant to keep they are meant to dangle just out of reach, for me that is the love we had.  Cameron Please please know you can come home to me when you are ready. I love you”
    I set on my front steps staring out towards the water and couldn’t help but notice everything setting in my front yard, not to mention all the bows floating down by the dock. I went out and bought Cam everything he would need to be comfortable here.I even bought enough so when his friends came to visit they could go out have fun and all have their own rides.
     
     

Chapter Eleven
    On the water set 4 ( of course I already had 2 of my own)  brand new jet skis all salt water ready ,  right beside the water where the 4 wheelers & beside them sat my white one. I had bought one just like it in every color they had. All with the mods I originally wanted. The closer we got the more they cost. Next was sitting a Solid Pearl White Avalanche, jacked up on some 36 inch tires, new suspension system, and competition style radio replaced the factory mess. It was HUGE but he was country and even in Miami he would need it. Besides it would come in handy out at the glades. After that set his brand new Enzo F150 Ferrari only 499 will ever be made, I had them push it off the trailer so it literally has 0 miles on it. If Cam never comes home it will sit at “0” to show me that’s how much my love meant to him It’s a new hybrid that still gets from 0-60 in 3 seconds and tops out at 229.9 mph. Cam loved mine and this one is even better!  I got it in Red/Carbon Fiber because it stands out and I want everyone to see me