Free Broken by Delia Steele Page B

with my man in it every time we go out. Now the next to the last thing sitting here believe it or not the only thing more expensive than the Enzo is the Ferrari V4 Motorcycle made to match the Enzo to a tee. It was a concept bike but I can change things like that without a problem! It’s totally customized. With f-16 fighter jet controls & formula 1 race car buttons it’s truly one of a kind. Tron ain’t got crap on Cam!!! They couldn’t tell me exactly how fast it would go but said to let them know if we ever grew the balls to find out. Everything had huge bows on them. Just like they did the day they were all bought. It’s been over a week now, I have not heard from Cam, and I refuse to look at the text from Maggie, he would come and when he did I would be here. I know all the money gifts won’t bring him back but it helps me cope. Val had set my plate down hours ago but I couldn’t pick it up I couldn’t take a chance of moving my eyes. When Cam got here I had to be ready to hand him the 1 most important gift.
    Gus changed the bows out every day and cleaned all the gifts. I on the other hand looked like I had been thrift store shopping with a homeless family; Mackelmore himself would crack up if he saw me.  I was in need of a shower and I was losing weight. I decided Cam wasn’t coming no matter how much I prayed. I guess this is one of those prayers you hear about; you know the ones they say are better left unanswered. I dropped my hand into my hands let a tears fall and pushed myself up to make my way in.
    A long shower helped me feel clean, pulled on my yoga pants and a tank top, never taking the time to even dry off.   Hair still soaked I just moped around eating ice cream straight out the package. All my memories eating me from the inside out. Only to remember I had left gift #1 outside on the steps. I was telling Gus to bring all the vehicles in tomorrow. No reason to return them I had room to store them. I’d have Valeria pack up everything else inside as well his shampoo brand & all personal items I got him. I wasn’t trying to buy his love just make him feel at home. But he didn’t care he didn’t love me back. I get it finally all the time I’ve waited has passed with nothing, I GET IT; I AM A LOSER WITH A CAPITOL L.
    Suns almost gone as I stand on the top of my rocky type steps (just a few weeks ago he ran up them with me in tow, man I miss him so much), I thought I heard a motor but no one comes this far down they know better. I had stuck gift 1 back in my pocket and stood there spooning my ice cream as the yellow cab came to a stop. My heart dropped when I realized Cam with a single bag stepped out of the car. OMG MY SPOON IS HALF WAY TO MY MOUTH AND ITS HUNG OPEN, SHUT YOUR MOUTH LEXI SHUTTTT! I dropped the ice cream and went to make my way slowly down the steps. Cam reached back in and grabbed a carrier. A carrier? I stopped and just kind of went all still like I had seen Channing Tatum in my yard. I just couldn’t make my legs move.  The cab pulled off and he set his stuff down and before I knew it he had me wrapped around him with his hands in my hair hugging me so tight I could not breathe. “Oh Lexi God I have missed your face, please forgive me for not calling, I just I needed to tell you everything in person I should’ve said that night” he let me down enough my feet were actually touching. We stood there forever just looking at each other. “MISS LEXI GUS IS AB….” We turned to see a very happy Valeria standing there with her eyes lit up and a hand over her mouth, like a streak of lighting she turned screaming at Gus in Spanish and was gone. She had snapped us back to reality. “Lexi before I say anything what (he motions out towards the yard) is all that?  Is your company doing a giveaway or something?”  I couldn’t help but giggle. “No Cam this is yours, I want you to stay here and never leave, I want you to be comfortable and have everything you ever wanted” I