directors.â
I felt that hot itching feeling of anger spread through my face and tighten my jaw.
âWhy the heck is he interested in helping me then?â I asked, pushing my hair off my face. âDoes he just want to bait me?â
âIâve already asked him that, and he promised me no.â She smiled. âI asked him that a lot.â
âI donât get it then. Why does he want to do it?â
She shrugged. âHe said he genuinely wants to do it as, like, documentary practice. He wants to be the next Werner Herzog, and says he needs experience interviewing people doing stuff he doesnât agree with.â
âI have no idea who youâre talking aboutâ¦Herzee Whatnow? Hang onâ¦doesnât agree with? So he doesnât agree with, like, feminism?â
Evie shook her head sadly. âNope.â
I pushed more hair back. âHoly moly, is there no one else?â
âDid you just say âholy molyâ? Even I donât say holy moly.â
âThis is definitely a holy moly kind of moment.â
âWhy donât you just meet him?â She stepped to one side to let a group of students past. âSee how you feel then?â
eleven
I instantly fancied Will.
He was everything a cocky wannabe film director should be. Big black-framed glasses, a slightly-oversized stripy jumper with tighter jeans, the kind of mouth that stayed in a permanent superior type of smirk with a tiny beard thing in the middle of his chin. I couldnât believe I hadnât noticed him around the college campus. Because he was definitely the sort of boy I instantly fancy.
Though, to be fair, I instantly fancy lots of people.
It still surprised me though, as Iâd spent the whole walk there already arguing with him in my head â fuelled by Evie. He had two chairs in the college canteen, leaning back in one, his feet up on the other â showing off some posh leather shoes. A coffee from the Italian deli down the road perched in front of him, like the collegeâs instant coffee machine wasnât good enough. Alongside it sat some posh ciabatta bread, with tiny plastic pots of oil and balsamic vinegar. I mean, what?
He raised his eyebrows when I walked over.
âLottie, I presume?â he said.
I mean who even talks like that? So I said: âWho even talks like that?â
Another raise of his eyebrows. He picked up his coffee cup and slurped it, watching me as I pulled up a chair across from him.
âSo, Evie said you want to help me with my project?â I asked, copying his body language. He leaned further back in his chair, crossing his arms, so I mirrored him.
âYeah, it seems interesting enough.â He said it like it was the most boring idea in the world.
âDonât wet yourself with excitement.â
He didnât even smile, just smirked.
âI never do.â
âI can imagine.â
I donât like it when people act all superior with me. I went to a private school on a scholarship; it happened there a lot. I donât like it more when I find myself fancying them. But Iâd learned to never let anyone think they were better than me. Because, usually, just the fact theyâre thinking it means theyâre not. So I decided to disarm him. I reached out, ripped a piece of bread off, splashed it in the vinegar and ate it.
His cocky eyebrows shot up instantly in shock. Ha, I thought, you werenât expecting that.
âDid you just eat my food?â he asked, in genuine disbelief.
I shrugged. âWhat seventeen-year-old brings oil and vinegar dipping pots into college?â I asked. âNow, are you going to help or not?â
His face â ha! â his face. He really, truly, didnât know what to do.
âYou canât just go around taking peopleâs food.â
âYes, well. The whole point of this project is me pointing out all the things people shouldnât really be able to