to be a pilot, donât you? This is the way. What other kid can get his hands on the controls of a real shuttle, huh?â
âI havenât touched the controls!â
âLong journey ahead. Itâll happen.â He completes the checklist without my help. âLean back.â
The big green digits on the countdown clock light up.
10-9-8-
The instruments come alive as the FlightComp makes the final checkâlast chance to scrub if anything is wrong.
5-4-
Strong vibrations as the turbo pumps kick on. I clench my right hand into a fist. Clamp my jaw in expectation â¦
2-1-
IGNITION
The power of the rocket motor slams through the ancient frame. Metal creaks and strains as the thrust builds. A support strut moans right next to my ear. The invisible hand of acceleration squeezes my chest again. I sink deeper into the padded seat. My hand isnât hurting. Iâm going to be okay this time.
I glance sideways. His eyes are closed and his cheeks are all scrunched up. Looks like heâs in pain, then I realize heâs grinning with the same moronic joy I felt flying through middeck.
I want that! Close my eyes. Pretend. A real spaceship! Heading for the stars! The cockpit of a sporty Comet Catcher â¦
Impossible. New rattles and bangs shiver the hull and grow louder every second. Sounds like I have my ear against a pipe and a hundred maniacs are hammering on it. The ship is going to fall apart! Need that space suit. Need it to stop!
IGNITION PLUS 40.
Halfway through the burn. The thrust piles on, like shovelfuls of sand. The green numbers fade. A darkness spreads behind my eyes. A sense of danger. Of something nightmarish. I donât want to go there. I mustnât.
I feel another scream starting to build. Itâs got nothing to do with pain this time. Itâs pure scared trying to get out. I canât disgrace myself again. I jam a fist to my mouth, bite down on a finger.
Just when I think I canât hold the scream back any longer, the acceleration ceases. The blackness flies away, taking the fear with it. The center monitor tells us:
IGNITION PLUS 81
VELOCITY CONSTANT
TRANSLUNAR INJECTION COMPLETED
Nick of time. Never thought Iâd be such a wimp.
8
MISSION TIME
T plus 02:01:08
THE soft click of keys draws my attention. The old spacer asks for a status report. In front of me, #3 monitor shows all systems green. Kind of amazing, considering the sounds this tub made.
He says, â Old Gloryâs no Valadium Thruster, but sheâll get us there.â
This derelict doesnât even come close to the power of the Lance Ramjet. Iâm ashamed to think how I boasted to him about wanting to feel those engines. I barely got through this burn. A stinking space shuttle â¦
Maybe itâs just the situation, this whole day. Got me rattled. Wasnât he worried about shock?
â Old Glory ? Didnât they call the flag that once?â
âWho says I named her for the flag? Maybe itâs for when she rode fire from Earth. Maybe itâs for me. Lot of old glory around here, kid.â
âLot of old, thatâs for sure.â
Bing bing bing.
The alarm sounds gentle, so you arenât scared to death, but both of us freeze for a heartbeat.
Then heâs all head motions, searching the consoles for a red light. Me, too, but most of the lights donât mean anything to me.
Bing bing bing.
âThere!â He jabs the flashing red button and a 3-D graphic of the shuttleâcomplete with wing holesâflickers onto #1 monitor in front of him. The graph shows the hull surfaces, shaded to indicate temperature differences. Frosty purple underside. Yellows, reds, and whiteâsuperhot!âtopside.
Somethingâs really wrong! The hull should be a uniform temperature; orange all over.
Bing bing bing.
He toggles on #2 monitor in the center of the console. It displays the temperature map for the cargo bay. The tanks are white as