mustâve made a mistake, something Mark might get suspicious of, especially once the Counselor tells him about the ad. Thatâs it!
âWhat about the ad? They just have to watch for a ship coming from Earth.â
âWeâre not coming from Earth.â
âWhat are you talking about? Weâre in orbit around Earth right now!â
âThe guy putting up the money for this trip has a few friends at Space Command. Theyâve fixed it so the best anyone might see is a radar shadow ⦠a ghost ship ⦠just right for a pair of dead men, huh?â
So someone else is involved in this mission. And they want to keep everything secret.
âWeâre not going to call Mark, are we?â
He shakes his head. âNow youâre catching on.â
I finally understand how it is. Nothing I want matters. Iâm being shanghaied to the moon, just like thousands of men and boys in the past who got kidnapped to crew sailing ships.
He faces the controls. âStart reading at number seventy-five in the sequence.â
âI could be six feet tall and read checklists. Why are you bringing me with you?â
âLike I said. Left something important on the Moon a long time ago. Youâre going to help me get it back.â
âWhat is it?â
âThereâs no time to explain now. Read to me.â
âI wonât.â
âSuit yourself.â He keeps setting switches.
I get more and more nervous, watching. What if heâs making mistakes? If Iâve got to go, at least I want to get out of orbit alive! âWhatâs the next item?â
âEighty-four,â he says.
I flip the pages and scan until I find the right place. Call out, âEighty-four. Switch D on.â
âCheck.â
âEighty-five. System seven on.â We fall into a rhythm, like a chant. He stays half a beat ahead of me. He knows the settings by heart. Iâm nothing more than backstage help, like a prompter in a play. Heâs different than he was in the capsule. No trouble with the buttons. No complaints from the computer. But heâs not faced with a crisis. Thereâs no pressure. No need for quick decisions or lightning reflexes.
âOne hundred twenty: fuel tank A valve to on.â
âCheck.â
Monotonous stuff. Our voices drone on, bringing an echo of other voices with that special quality only heard between astronauts and mission control. Steady voices full of letters and numbers recited in the cool monotone of professionals.
I feel as if Iâve done this before.
âOne hundred seventy, intermix heater switch D to on.â
âCheck.â
But of course, in a way, I have. In simulators. In the hundreds of 3-Vids Iâve watched. There are always scenes just like this. Even in my dreams.
âTwo hundred: igniter switches to on.â And yet, the echo shadowing our voices seems different, almost like the start of a squiggly.
âCheck.â
âTwo hundred four: lock ignition circuit into NavComp.â
He runs a systems check of the NavComp. Thatâs the master computer in charge of integrating every aspect of the flight plan. The NavCompâs most important job is to coordinate the maneuvering thrusters to keep the ship on course no matter what else is happening.
âCheck.â
My fingers slip turning the last plastic page. That unwelcome feeling of nausea starts in my stomach. Scared. Plain and simple. I want to go to the Moon, but not with this old spacer in this old tub. As long as weâre in orbit, I have some options. He could drop me off at Olympus Space Station. I might be able to get a message to Dad and Mark before they hear the news.
âLose your tongue?â Thereâs challenge in his voice. He knows Iâm scared. Why shouldnât I be? He hasnât even told me his name, let alone what this mission is all about!
âIâm sorry. I donât want to go.â
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