things.â
She nods, a small smile playing on her lips. âIt did. Iâm not saying I agree with the choices made, but that book just touched me,â she says, patting her heart. Then she moves her hand to her head, tapping her temple. âAnd it made me think.â
âI liked hearing your reaction when you wrote to me about it.â
âAnd I liked sharing that with you,â she says, then takes a beat. âAnd I told him, too. How it made me think. How it made me feel.â She heaves a sigh. âSo he took me to the signing. He was trying to be everything he thought I wanted, so he could get what he wanted.â
She swallows, and yup, I know where this story is going. And itâs not because Wyatt gave me the spoiler. Itâs etched in her eyes and colors her voice, and I wish I could erase any hurt sheâs ever been through. âA few more dates, a few more kisses, a few more times rolling out the Josie Hammer red carpet.â She glances away momentarily, then she shakes her head and looks at me. âThen we slept together.â
And even though I knew that was coming, I canât control the green-eyed monster that thrashes in my belly, fighting to break free.
I can, however, control what I do about it.
âAnd?â I ask, keeping my tone even.
âIt was good,â she says, matter-of-factly, and the creature rattles the bars, kicking and screaming. But I donât give in.
âAnd he didnât call the next day?â
A deep breath. A sheen over her eyes. âI waited. Stupidly.â Her voice is feather-thin. âLike my phone was an extension of my hand. I even texted him the next evening. Like a foolish girl. âHey,ââshe says, adopting a too-cheery tone. ââHope you had a great day. I know I did. Thinking of you.ââ
My stomach churns with anger. With righteous rage. âDid he ever write back?â
She nods. âOnce. That night. He said, âDay was great.ââ
The dude couldnât even say my day was great.
âAnd is that all you ever heard from him?â
âYes. He changed his status to available and looking the next morning. And I never heard from him again.â
âHeâs one of the biggest wastes of space on the planet,â I say as I squeeze her hand. âHe doesnât deserve you, and heâs a complete ass for leading you on. If he walked through the door right now, Iâd . . .â I search the table, and grab an orange bottle. I brandish it like a weapon. âIâd douse his eyes with Tabasco.â
She smiles. âBut thatâd be a waste of good Tabasco.â
I grab the pepper shaker. âLine up a dozen pepper shakers outside the door, and lurk in the corner till he tripped on them, bonking his skull in the process.â
Her smile turns to a full-blown grin. âNow youâre tempting me.â
I hold a finger in the air. âWait. Iâve got it. Record myself singing âScotlandâs Burningâ and hack his phone so it plays repeatedly, driving him insane with my horrible singing voice.â
She laughs so loudly she snorts. Itâs fucking adorable and rewarding at the same time. âIf we really want to torture him, weâd make it a duet,â she says, her green eyes twinkling with the prospect of an epic prank.
I hold up my hand for a high five. She slaps my palm then weaves her fingers through mine. I squeeze back, then lightly drag my fingertips over the soft skin of her hand. Her eyes flicker with something else now, a different type of excitement, one I havenât seen from her before, but one I find I want more of.
The look vanishes too quickly when the waitress arrives.
âWaffles for two,â she says in her thick Long Island accent, snapping her gum as she serves the plates.
We thank her, and when the waitress leaves, Josie picks up her fork. âSeriously, though, what can you do?