Free The Great Alone: A Novel by Kristin Hannah Page B

acceptance of that and put the vehicle in gear.
    Leni thought about how to say what she wanted to say. There’s a boy my age in class. He’s our neighbor.
    No. Mentioning a boy was the wrong tack.
    Our neighbors are hosting a barbecue and invited us.
    But Dad hated that kind of thing, or he used to, in all the other places they’d lived.
    They rattled down the dirt road, dust billowing up on either side, andturned into their driveway. At home, they discovered a crowd of people in the yard. Most of the Harlan clan was there, working. They moved in wordless harmony, coming together and drifting apart like dancers. Clyde had that cage thing and was milling logs into boards. Ted was finishing the cache, pounding boards to the side stanchions. Donna was stacking firewood.
    “Our friends showed up at noon to help us prepare for winter,” Dad said. “No. They’re better than friends, Red. They’re comrades.”
    Comrades?
    Leni frowned. Were they communists now? She was pretty sure her dad hated the commies as much as he hated the Man and hippies.
    “This is what the world should be, Red. People helping each other instead of killing their mothers for a little bread.”
    Leni couldn’t help noticing that almost everyone had a gun holstered at his or her waist.
    Dad opened the bus door. “We’re all going to Sterling this weekend, to fish for salmon at Farmer’s Hole on the Kenai River. Apparently these king salmon are a bitch to land.” He stepped out into the soggy ground.
    Mad Earl waved a gloved hand at her dad, who immediately bounded off in the old man’s direction.
    Leni walked past a new structure that was about nine feet high by four feet wide, with sides covered in thick black plastic (unspooled garbage bags, Leni was pretty sure). An open door revealed an interior full of sockeye salmon, sliced in half along the spines and hung tented on branches. Thelma was kneeling in the dirt, tending to a fire built in a contained metal box. Smoke puffed up in dark clouds, reached up to the salmon hanging on branches above the fire.
    Mama looked up from the salmon she was gutting at a table in the yard. There was a smear of pink guts across her chin. “It’s a smokehouse,” Mama said, cocking her head toward Thelma. “Thelma is teaching me how to smoke fish. It’s quite an art, apparently—too much heat, you cook the fish. It’s supposed to smoke and dry at the same time. Yum. How was your first day of school?” A red kerchief kept the hair out of her eyes.
    “Cool.”
    “No social-suicide issues with the clothes or the lunch box? No girls making fun of you?”
    Leni couldn’t help smiling. “No girls my age at all. But … there’s a boy…”
    That got Mama’s interest. “A boy?”
    Leni felt herself blushing. “A friend , Mama. He just happens to be a boy.”
    “Uh. Huh.” Mama was trying not to smile as she lit her cigarette. “Is he cute?”
    Leni ignored that. “He says there’s a community barbecue tonight, and I want to go.”
    “Yeah. We’re going.”
    “Really? That’s great!”
    “Yeah,” Mama said, smiling. “I told you it would be different here.”
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    W HEN IT CAME TIME to dress for the barbecue, Leni kind of lost her mind. Honestly, she didn’t know what was wrong with her.
    She didn’t have a lot of clothes to choose from, but that didn’t stop her from trying on several different combinations. In the end—mostly because she was exhausted by the desire to look pretty when pretty was impossible—she decided on a pair of plaid polyester bell-bottoms and a ribbed green turtleneck beneath a fringed, fake-suede vest. Try as she might, she couldn’t do anything with her hair. She finger-combed it back from her face and twined it into a fuzzy, fist-sized braid.
    She found Mama in the kitchen, placing thick squares of cornbread into a Tupperware container. She had brushed her shoulder-length, shag-cut hair until it glimmered in the light. She had definitely dressed