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droll.” He rose to his feet. Despite his words, there was no indication that he saw anything amusing at all. His mouth was set in one firm, sober line. And when he’d caught her attention, he gestured to the solitary wooden chair that stood across the desk from him. “Sit,” he commanded.
    Serena smoothed her palms over her skirt and complied.
    He sank into his chair. But he didn’t start the conversation. He simply steepled his fingers and looked at her silently. She wondered what he was seeing. The woman he’d kissed last night? A lady of easy virtue? Or someone else entirely?
    He frowned and then pushed back in his chair. “Well,” he said. “We appear to have found ourselves in a bit of a difficulty.”
    “You don’t seem to have done too badly for yourself.”
    “I haven’t even—” He broke off and blew out a frustrated puff of air. “Never mind. Here is what we are going to offer you.”
    “Who do you mean by we? ”
    Mr. Marshall ignored this. “We can’t provide what you ask for—no Eton, no Season. To give that much, the duke would have to exert himself for the child. His wife would discover it, and he has too much to lose.”
    “Then I shall continue to sit outside his house. What do you suppose the gossip will run to once I begin to show?” She began to stand.
    He slammed his hand against the table with a resounding thud. “ Wait. ”
    “Don’t you screech at me,” Serena snapped. “Not you of all people.”
    He stared at her a moment and then let out a breath. “My apologies,” he said stiffly. “I am rather on edge at the moment. I suspect we both are.” A muscle twitched in his cheek. “We are prepared to give you your fifty pounds, and then an extra fifty beyond that. Enough for you to live on, if you manage your resources judiciously. Enough to pay for a solid education or a finishing school. It’s not what you hoped for, but it is the best I can manage.”
    She would be a fool not to take it. Anyone would say so.
    But if she agreed, she’d no doubt be setting her name to more silence—a hundred supercilious looks, a lifetime of shaking heads. And her child…he would still be some nameless, unprotected bastard.
    “What about my sister?” she asked.
    He waved his hand. “She may stay where she is or live with you, as is her preference. This has already been communicated to her landlord; Miss Frederica Barton knows by now that she need not leave.”
    She should take what he’d offered. Still, Serena met his eyes and held them. “Is that all you’ve got to offer? It isn’t enough.”
    He’d been watching her the entire time. But now, for the first time, he looked away.
    “As it happens, there is something else.” He played with the handle of a desk drawer uneasily. “What you wanted for your child was acceptance. That will be unattainable if your child is born a bastard. Eton would have been a futile promise in any event, as the founding statutes say quite clearly that any boy who attends must be legitimate. Have you any plans to marry at present?”
    “You know I haven’t.”
    He was still looking away, addressing the desk. “Consider acquiring some.”
    Serena felt herself flush.
    “Mr. Marshall, recall the circumstances in which I find myself. I have no great wealth, no family name to shield me. I am pregnant with another man’s child. Marriage is simply not an option.”
    His expression did not change. “On the contrary, Miss Barton. You have a pending proposal of marriage—one you have not yet answered.”
    “What are you talking about? I think I would know better than you if someone had proposed.”
    “Think harder, Miss Barton. I know the circumstances of the offer quite well. I should. After all, I made it.”
    Her heart came to a standstill. That note, that confusing, heart-rending note that he’d sent her…was it just yesterday afternoon?
    “That wasn’t seriously meant,” she protested. “You don’t want to get married.”
    “Don’t