everything was where it should be.
“You okay?” Tate asked, splaying his hand on that clenching
abdomen, and Brian met his eyes and nodded.
“Great!” His eyes and his nod were fervent, and Tate grinned.
“You?”
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“On the fucking moon!” Tate answered. Brian’s eyes darted for
a moment, and his expression indicated deep internal thought.
“You’re sure you’re good?”
“Yeah… just… you know. If I go running to the bathroom in a
minute, don’t take it wrong, ’kay?”
Talker giggled. He couldn’t help it. He was as susceptible to
bathroom humor as any other guy. “Gotcha. Forgiven.”
Brian grinned. “So, are you happy? We’ve had… you know….”
“Orificial sex!” Tate quipped, and Brian nodded.
“Yeah, ‘orificial sex’—we’ve had it, and, you know, we’re, like,
‘orificial’ now.” Brian sobered, and looked searchingly into Tate’s
face. “There’s nothing wrong with us. Nothing lacking. You don’t have
to apologize for us anymore. We’re great.”
Tate blinked hard. God. All that time in the shrink’s office, and
Brian would get to the one thing that hadn’t been said.
“We’re awesome,” he said back. “I love you.”
“I love you too.”
Before that promised sprint to the bathroom, they had time for
one long, wet, sloppy, sweaty, shivering-bodies-in-the-morning-cold
kiss.
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Speaking Out of School
“TATE,” Lyndie’s voice was gentle. “Tate, honey, wake up. The
detectives need to speak to you.”
“Bwaah?” Tate sat up and wiped drool off the corner of his
mouth with his damaged hand. The rough tissue caught at his lips
and he looked at it unhappily—he’d gotten barf on the woolen half-
glove he usually used to cover up the half-clenched fingers, and he
hadn’t asked Lyndie’s boyfriend to bring him another one. Speaking
of which—
“Where’s Craig?” he asked. He really wanted to go see the
detectives wearing actual clothes.
“He’s going to be a little late,” Lyndie said. There was a
hesitation to her voice, and Tate was going to ask why, but then
Brian’s fingers tightened over his.
“Talker?”
Tate managed a smile from somewhere south of his stomach
and north of his ankles. “Bruiser?”
A faint laugh. “Haven’t you gone home to sleep yet?”
And now it was time for truth. “We need to see if you’re going
to need surgery,” Tate said, squinting at the bag of fluid by the bed. It
wasn’t his imagination; the urine was getting darker.
“What are you wearing?” Brian squinted, and Tate blinked
owlishly back. His line of hair was flopping sideways, over the white
side of his scalp, and his eyes were naked. Brian never cared if his
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eyes were naked, or if he’d left his piercings off so you could see the
flawed shape of his ear. Brian just cared that he was okay.
He had to be okay.
“Scrubs,” Tate said, and he tried for the laugh. “I sort of threw
up on the police—got messy.”
Brian’s least-bruised eye got wide. The inside of the white part
was filled with blood. “Jesus, Talker, what happened?”
Talker shook his head, and looked away. “I didn’t notice, you
know? You beat the shit out of Trev, and I didn’t notice.”
Brian groaned—and not in the good way Tate had just been
remembering. “Don’t tell them shit, Talker,” he rasped. “Man, let them
arrest me. They don’t need to know. It’s not their business.”
God, look at him. He was pissing blood and could hardly see.
His arm and shoulder were plastered and screwed together in some
hideous way that probably hurt like a son-of-a-bitch, and he was still
trying to protect Tate.
“It’s my business,” Tate said after a moment of just looking his
lover in the (swollen) eyes. “Look, baby, I know why you beat up
Trev. I thanked God every day that he didn’t show up, because