It flattened her.
Besides
, Masooma added with a shrug and a grin,
Iâm already taken
.
Nabi has come for his monthly visit. He is the familyâs success story, perhaps the entire villageâs too, on account of his working in Kabul, his driving into Shadbagh in his employerâs big shiny blue car with the gleaming eagleâs-head hood ornament, everyone gathering to watch his arrival, the village kids hollering and running alongside the car.
âHow are things?â he asks.
The three of them are inside the hut having tea and almonds. Nabi is very handsome, Parwana thinks, with his fine chiseled cheekbones, his hazel eyes, his sideburns, and the thick wall of black hair swept back from his forehead. He is dressed in his customary olive-colored suit that looks a size or so too big on him. Nabi is proud of the suit, Parwana knows, always tugging at the sleeves, straightening the lapel, pinching the crease of his pants, though he has never quite managed to eradicate its lingering whiff of burnt onions.
âWell, we had Queen Homaira over for tea and cookies yesterday,âMasooma says. âShe complimented our exquisite choice of décor.â She smiles amiably at her brother, revealing her yellowing teeth, and Nabi laughs, looking down at his cup. Before he found work in Kabul, Nabi had helped Parwana care for their sister. Or he had tried for a while. But he couldnât do it. It was too much for him. Kabul was Nabiâs escape. Parwana envies her brother, but she does not entirely begrudge him even if he doesâshe knows that there is more than an element of penance in the monthly cash that he brings her.
Masooma has brushed her hair and rimmed her eyes with a dash of kohl as she always does when Nabi visits. Parwana knows that she does it only partially for his benefit and more for the fact that he is her tie to Kabul. In Masoomaâs mind, he connects her to glamour and luxury, to a city of cars and lights and fancy restaurants and royal palaces, regardless of how remote this link might be. Parwana remembers how, long ago, Masooma used to say to her that she was a city girl trapped in a village.
âWhat about you? Have you found yourself a wife yet?â Masooma asks playfully.
Nabi waves a hand and laughs her off, as he used to when their parents asked him the same question.
âSo when are you going to show me around Kabul again, brother?â Masooma says.
Nabi had taken them to Kabul once, the year before. He had picked them up from Shadbagh and driven them to Kabul, up and down the streets of the city. He had shown them all the mosques, the shopping districts, the cinemas, the restaurants. He had pointed out to Masooma the domed Bagh-e-Bala Palace sitting on a hill overlooking the city. At the gardens of Babur, he had lifted Masooma from the front seat of the car and carried her in his arms to the site of the Mughal emperorâs tomb. They hadprayed there, the three of them, at the Shah Jahan Mosque, and then, at the edge of a blue-tiled pool, they had eaten the meal Nabi had packed for them. It had been perhaps the happiest day of Masoomaâs life since the accident, and for that Parwana was grateful to her older brother.
âSoon,
Inshallah
,â Nabi says, tapping a finger against the cup.
âWould you mind adjusting this cushion under my knees, Nabi? Ah, thatâs much better. Thank you.â Masooma sighs. âI loved Kabul. If I could, Iâd march all the way there first thing tomorrow.â
âMaybe one day,â Nabi says.
âWhat, me walking?â
âNo,â he stammers, âI meant â¦â and then he grins when Masooma bursts out laughing.
Outside, Nabi passes Parwana the cash. He leans one shoulder against the wall and lights a cigarette. Masooma is inside, taking her afternoon nap.
âI saw Saboor earlier,â he says, picking at his finger. âTerrible thing. He told me the babyâs name. I forget