voice inside her head told her.
No, she wouldn't give in to temptation. She was here to learn, and learn she would. She wouldn't disintegrate the teacher.
Maybe there was more to his advances than met the eye. Maybe this was Roan's way of breaking her. She already knew he didn't want to train her. If she quit, he'd be off the hook. That had to be why he was toying with her, setting the trap for the unsuspecting mouse. She could almost feel the snap of the metal bar crushing her neck if she got too close. There was more to her than that. She wouldn't give up. She wouldn't give Roan the satisfaction.
"This obstacle is about balance," Roan said, breaking into her thoughts as they approached the next torture device, which was what she'd begun to think of each obstacle. She focused on what he was telling her, determined to conquer this one, too.
"Balance and strength," he said.
They stood in front of an oversized net. She looked up. It was only as tall as a single story house. The cargo net didn't look that difficult to master. In fact, Lyraka had a feeling she'd surprised Roan with her abilities. She hadn't mastered anything, but she hadn't let any of the obstacles beat her. She'd finished each and every one of them.
She grabbed the rope and put her foot into one of the slots, then began pulling herself up, one rung at a time. They were farther apart than they looked so she had to stretch out her body to move up.
"Keep your body close to the ropes. If you lean out, you'll lose your balance."
"Easier said than done," she muttered as she reached for another cross rope. It didn't help that the ropes were as big around as her wrist and hard to grip. By the time she got to the top, she was sweating. There were more wet patches on her shirt than there were dry ones. But this obstacle hadn't beaten her, either. She straddled the top bar and smiled triumphantly down at him.
Roan smiled back as if he knew something she didn't, then he
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flipped a switch. There was a deep, throbbing noise as a motor started up.
What the hell was he up to? She looked around.
"Hold on tight, princess."
He flipped another switch. The frame began to move.
"I don't think that's the safest place for you right now," he said. "How fast can you get down before it collapses?"
He was going to kill her! That had been his plan all along. Kill her, then Joe would let him go back on active duty. Everyone would think she hadn't been cut out to be an agent, but they wouldn't dream of blaming him.
"Are you sure you want to stay up there? The whole structure is about to collapse."
He was right. The frame was teetering back and forth. She
flung her leg over the side, grasping the top rail. It shifted and she was left grabbing air. Panic squeezed her chest.
"Grab the rope!"
She blindly obeyed and caught one of the rungs, clinging to it.
"The whole thing is going to come down, Lyraka. You have to get off now!"
There was no taking her time this go- round. She blindly found her footing, falling and grabbing as she went. The ropes burned her
arms, chafing her skin until she finally felt solid ground beneath her feet. She untangled from the ropes and scrambled back, out of harm's way, plopping down hard on the ground when she stumbled over a branch, her chest barely expanding as she gasped for air.
She watched as Roan calmly hit the switch. The A-frame stopped moving. She looked from him, back to the A-frame, then back to him.
"Good job," he said and calmly began to walk away.
She came to her feet and hurried after him. When she caught up to him, she grabbed his arm, and forced him to stop and look at her.
"It wasn't going to fall, was it?"
"No."
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She shoved against his chest as hard as she could. It frustrated her when he didn't move. His feet stayed firmly planted on the ground.
"I hate you!"
"No you don't."
"Yes, I do! You can't tell me