Free Wilde Ride by Maegan Lynn Moores Page B

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inadequate compared to Macie’s Double Ds.
    “So how did you meet?” she asks, with a bit
of jealousy in her tone.
    “I was out running one day and I banged into
a light pole.”
    “And when she woke up I was there with her. I
thought about her every day after for a year. Then she walked into
my bar one night about two weeks ago, and I knew I couldn’t go
another night without her being mine,” he finishes, speaking for
me.
    Wow I love him!
    “Wow that sounds soooooo sweet.” You can
totally hear the sarcasm in her voice. “I bet she won’t be as good
as me, Ryder baby,” she purrs.
    “Get the fuck out,” Ryder spits out at
her.
    “I can make you feel better than any little
virgin ever will,” she seductively says to Ryder.
    “Been there, done that, it was shit. Not
doin’ it again,” he points out. “Now get the fuck out bitch, don’t
make me tell you again!”
    “Fine, you know where I’ll be when you
realize I’m right,” she says, as she heads for the door.
    “Don’t hold your breath. Why would he leave
something he can make his and only his for something that has
probably been with every guy here?”
    “Oh honey, you have no clue, do you? These
guys like it that way, the dirtier the better. Your inexperience
won’t keep him satisfied for long, and he will be lookin’ other
places for satisfaction and I’ll be there.”
    With that she leaves and slams the door
behind her. Seriously, what a fucking bitch? I start for the door
and grab on to the door knob when Ryder takes me in his arms.
    “Calm down, Ella,” he whispers in my ear.
    “Go fuck yourself, Ryder,” I say, pulling out
of his arms.
    “What did I do?” he asks.
    “Well the better question is, who didn’t you
do?” I hiss. I have never been so mad in all my life. I know she is
right, so I think I am madder at myself for knowing that I won’t be
able to keep him.
    “Babe, you’re hammered. Let’s talk about this
in the mornin’,” he suggests.
    “Yeah, whatever,” I say, walking away from
him.
    Over the next few hours, my anger subsides
and we sit around drinking, talking, laughing and basically having
a great time.
    When everyone else leaves, I go to the
bathroom and take all my makeup off and brush my teeth. I change
into the baby doll lingerie set I brought with me for Ryder. I feel
horrible about getting upset with him earlier. I know she was just
being a bitch and trying to cause trouble. I enter the bedroom and
Ryder is sitting on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands.
He looks up at me and his eyes change within seconds from
sleepiness to wanting.
    “Fuck me. You are so fuckin’ sexy, Ella.” He
jumps up and grabs me by the waist, pulling me to the bed.
    “Oh God, Ryder, I’m sorry for earlier. I know
she is right and I think that is what makes me so mad. I shouldn’t
have taken it out on you,” I kiss him to show him how sorry I am.
He pulls back with a pissed off look.
    “What the fuck Ella? She is so wrong. Do you
think I would want to spend one fuckin’ second with something like
that? She is a cold, dead fuck. You have given me more pleasure
than anyone I have ever been with and I haven’t even fucked you
yet,” he says.
    “Ok well I hope you are right. Can we finally
find out if it will be enough for you?” I ask. I am so ready to
have sex with Ryder. Bring it on!
    “Ella, don’t do that. You are more than
enough for me. I am more scared that I’m not enough for you,” he
says. I slowly walk over to him and cradle his face in my
hands.
    “Ryder, you are what I want for the rest of
my life. I want you to make love to me,” I say.
    “I can’t Ella, not yet.”
    “What do you mean? Why? Is it really that bad
for me to be a virgin that you don’t want to touch me?” I was
getting mad and upset at the same time. He could see the tears
filling my eyes.
    “Not when we’re drunk. I want it to be
special for you Ella. You deserve that, especially from me.”
    “It is