it into the cemetery to prove you were a genuine sensitive.â
I gaped at him and then laughed. It was just too ridiculous.
Tolliver put down his pencil and focused on me. âYeah, right. I donât know where Iâm supposed to have stowed the poor girlâs body for eighteen months, or whatever.â
âThe trunk,â I said, deadpan, and after a second he smiled at me. It was a real smile, something he didnât give me that often, and I enjoyed seeing it. Tolliver hadnât been struck by lightning, and his mom hadnât tried to sell him to one of her drug buddies for sexual use, itâs true, but Tolliver has his own scars, and heâs not any more fond of talking about them than I am.
âTabitha was somewhere for eighteen months,â Tolliver pointed out. âThat is, her body was either in that grave, or in some other hiding place.â
âWas she there all the time?â I asked, but I was just thinking out loud. âI donât think so. The earth was disturbed. The rest of the ground in the cemetery was smooth, but this ground had an uneven feeling, and there wasnât any grass on the grave.â
âWell, we know she was buried somewhere during the last eighteen months,â Tolliver pointed out reasonably.
âNo, she could have been alive for part of that time. Or she could have been dead in a freezer, or a meat locker, or a morgue. Or buried somewhere else, as you say.â I thought about the possibilities Iâd raised. âBut I donât think so. I still believe sheâs been dead since she was abducted, or very nearly the whole time. But she wasnât lying in St. Margaretâs all that time. I just donât understand why she was put there, and how it happened that I was the one to find her. Itâs so strange.â
âIn fact, itâs almostâ¦unbelievable,â Tolliver said, his voice quiet and thoughtful.
five
THE morning didnât start on any more of a positive note. I turned on CNN while I drank my morning coffee, the complimentary newspaper folded open to the page that featured an old picture of Tabitha, a recent shot of the Morgensterns, and a picture of me taken when I was at a crime scene about two years ago.
The TV coverage was just as hyper as the newspaper article. The FBI had definitely had a presence at the initial crime of Tabithaâs kidnapping. Now, theyâd put their expertise at the service of the Memphis police, including the resources of their lab.
âWe are confident in the ability of the Memphis police to conduct this investigation,â said an agent who looked like he ate nails for breakfast. âWeâll have an agent in place who participated in the investigation of Tabithaâsabduction, and heâll make available any service he can offer to local officials. All we want is to get justice for this little girl and her family.â
I wondered if weâd be allowed to leave for our apartment in St. Louisâthough it would be better yet if we could slip away to some unexpected destination, so weâd be harder to track. We werenât in residence at our apartment often, true, but it was our address of record, and the news media would definitely find us there.
I didnât remember what the next job on our list was, or even if we had one. Tolliver managed that side of our lives. I was already restless and bored, having finished the one book Iâd brought in from our car. Ordinarily, Iâd go out for a run.
There was no point whatsoever in trying to run today. Though I still felt a bit shaky from yesterdayâs discovery, I was definitely in the mood to get in a couple of miles, or more. But if I ran today, Iâd be followed, and that was no fun.
Tolliver knocked at the connecting door, and I called to him to come in. He was toweling the wetness out of his hair.
âI went running on the treadmill in the health club,â he said, in answer to
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