any right to. And then I look down at my soggy apron.
How can I leave him really? As a candy striper. No, as a medical professional. Someday anyway.
I move closer to him and touch his arm. âYouâll be okay,â I say. âIâll stay with you and make sure.â
The relief in his eyes is palpable. I wonder if he can see the relief in mine. Or the inexplicable gratitude I suddenly feel for the once red and white bands of my uniform.
chapter 22
Michael
Water does wondrous things to white clothing. Iâm not sure I realized that before. Thereâs no way Cora hasnât caught me checking her out but I canât help it. Sheâs a medical person. She must understand the afflictions of a teenage boy to some extent.
Iâm also glad sheâs here because, truthfully, Iâm a little freaked out about the acid. Under no circumstance can I even remotely remember what color tab I took. Cora said it wasnât blue, but she hadnât looked so sure.
Then again, it has led her to stay. I reach out and lightly hold on to her wrist for reassurance. I also silently will it not to sprout more feathers.
In between sets, I catch a glimpse of Coraâs brother again. Heâs with a small group, holding up signs. His once read END THE WAR NOW in a patriotic red and blue, with stars and stripes decorating the corners. It hasnât fared too well in the rain, though; its edges are curled over and some of the paint on the words has started to run. But only the red paint, for some reason, which means that the word âwarâ is now a dripping, barely legible mess.
âEnd the Blob Now!â I say.
âWhat?â Cora asks.
âOh.â Iâve just realized I said that out loud. âNothing. Just your brotherâs sign.â I point over to it. âThe rain. And the word âwarâ . . .â I drift off. The explanation sounds even dumber than the outburst.
But Cora laughs. âYeah,â she says. âMight as well be a blob though, huh? The way itâs going over there in Vietnam. The way nobody seems to know what the hell theyâre doing.â She takes in a sharp breath. I guess the antiwar thing runs in the family.
âIt does seem like a mess,â I offer.
Cora nods. âMy other brother is over there,â she says softly. âMark.â
âIâm sorry.â
âMe too,â she agrees with a sad smile but then, thankfully, seems to have nothing more to say on the subject. In my experience, nothing good ever comes out of me getting into a deep discussion about the war. I feel too ambivalent about it to contribute much and I always somehow end up offending whomever Iâm talking toâno matter what side theyâre on.
Before I know it, the singer known simply as Melanie is being introduced and is warbling gently through the rain about beautiful people she hasnât met before today. Which leads my mind to much more pleasant subjects. Like the one beautiful person with hair like silk who is standing next to me, holding my hand, now studded with raindrops sparkling in the moonlight.
Melanie sings about never meeting her beautiful stranger again. I look over at mine and hope it wonât be true.
chapter 23
Cora
Iâm surprised my watch is still working, considering all the rain that must be getting into it, but I actually see the minute hand move from 11:19 to 11:20. Wow. I really need to get home.
I take my sodden hair in one hand and twist it around to wring the water out, knowing perfectly well itâs futile. But turning my head gives me a good guise for looking over at Michael. Heâs watching the singer onstage in raptures.
What am I going to do with him? Iâve already tried to leave him once and couldnât. But if I donât get home soon, my father will literally send out a search party. That blond guy making the announcements will be up there at the mic, calling my name, telling me