rest of his dick again, quieting my gag reflex until I felt his tip along the back of my throat. It made absolutely no sense that I could get this aroused by doing something that had no direct effect on my body, but the feeling of him pulsing on my tongue, his gentle guiding of my head, and his deep, guttural groans had me wetter than I’d ever been in my life.
I knew that he was ready to pay me back for my mouth’s torture when he started to pull away. I let his length slip slowly from my mouth, kissing his head when he was fully out. The moisture from my mouth had him glistening like a jewel, and his eyes were glazed over and turbulent. I decided to try another bold step and walked on all fours to the center of the bed. He stared at me for a few seconds, his eyes trailing over my body several times over. I fought the urge to feel overly vulnerable or exposed.
“You are so fucking beautiful,” he said, ripping open a golden foil wrapper and positioning himself behind me. “Don’t ever let anyone tell you different.”
Then, he grabbed my hips and plunged inside me, filling my entire crevice with his frustration.
I bit my lip and he shook his head. “Scream, Alle.”
The first time I could have justified as a mistake, but I’d followed this man to his house and stripped completely naked on my way up his stairs. I hadn’t even thought about how irrational that had been or what if I’d walked in on him and the gorgeous date he’d brought to the fundraiser. Ever since that night in my office, I’d been on autopilot. All of my inhibitions, everything that had prevented me from crossing the threshold of our work friendship, dissolved the minute he placed his hands on my shoulders. I was too far gone to turn back and one-hundred percent sure that I didn’t want to. Being with Ethan was the first time in my life that I felt like I could be sensual and desired without regret.
He pulled my back into his chest and kissed me behind my ear. I could feel my climax building, and my body went on high alert to prepare for the crash. I felt him growing firmer inside me, signaling that he was also near. Then, he reached around and rolled my nipple between his forefinger and thumb.
There was no going back. Ever. I just wasn’t sure what going forward meant for me and my relationship with Roderick. However, I had no current plans to let Ethan go.
I couldn’t let him go.
I released my lip and cried out as each pump of his pelvis met the soft curve of my ass. A heated surge shot between my legs like an arrow headed for its target. At that moment, I let go of everything: Roderick, my parents, my good girl image, everything…and focused on the electric, rippling orgasm tearing me apart from the inside out. I shattered as my climax arrived, and Ethan tugged me close to his body, his added warmth extending the feeling into a transcendental bliss. He kissed my jaw and my temple, and then pressed his forehead into the back of my head as I heard his grunting conclusion wash over him.
I knew that everything wouldn’t fall perfectly into place, and my decision to continue finding myself with my legs wrapped around him would almost certainly lead to disaster, but my current voice of reason was the size of a pea. I was going to have Ethan and no amount of regret, fear, or foreboding was going to stop me from doing just that.
Chapter Four
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Alexandra
I broke out into a cold sweat as I unwrapped my Christmas present from Roderick. The gift was small, jewelry-box small, and he watched on with a sense of impatience that made me extremely uncomfortable. I was sitting in the middle of my parents’ two story colonial, muscles sore from several unapologetic rounds with Ethan the night before, and praying that there was not a ring box inside.
“You’re moving too slowly, Alexandra,” my father urged.
I looked around the room. Both my parents looked hopeful, but Eli and Gia looked the same as I did — like a deer caught in