Free Cowboy Way by Cindy Sutherland

missing, his folks who adored him. He had two grandmothers, who were so different yet so important to him. Jake just smiled, taking it all in, loving listening to the sound of his voice, watching the play of emotions over his face. He could tell that Ryans family meant so much to him, and the thought that he was missing out on them because of someones cruelty caused him to frown. Ryan saw it, and his words faltered.
“Jake, whats the matter?”
Jake stood up and pulled Ryan into his arms. “Nothing, just a random thought.” He smiled to let Ryan know it was okay before pulling him into a spine-melting kiss. Ryan pressed harder against him, moaning deep in his chest. “You know, we never did get to finish what we started this afternoon, did we, Ryan?” Jake knew he needed to let Ryan know that he wanted this, that Ryan wasnt pushing him. So he decided to push Ryan.
He started backing toward the stairs, wanting to take Ryan to his room, kissing his neck, licking his way across his jaw, unable to stop tasting him. He pulled him, stumbling, up the stairs, down the hall, and into his bedroom. God, he was so hot. Just touching Ryan made him so flustered and horny and hard. He started taking Ryans clothes off, starting with his shirt, so that he could touch that warm skin and hard muscle. His body was a little softer than Jakes, but the muscles were toned from hard work, and he liked how they felt under his hands.
He pulled his own shirt off, eager to have bare skin next to his own, loving the feeling of Ryans nipples rubbing against his. Ryan was gasping for breath, trying to pull him closer and get his jeans off, all at the same time. Jake pushed Ryan back, watching as he landed on the bed, before reaching up to quickly undo Ryans jeans and pull them off in one tug, catching his breath when he saw that Ryan was commando under them.
Ryan lay there before him, breathing hard, naked, beautiful, and Jake had never seen anything so gorgeous. He stretched out on Ryan, giving him an almost chaste kiss on his lips before trailing lower, sucking a nipple into his mouth, relishing the groan that came from that perfect mouth. He bit the nipple gently before licking it again, then trailed over to do the same to the other side.
Ryans hands came up to frame Jakes face, pulling him back up. He kissed his way from Jakes lips to his ear. “Please, Jake, make love to me?” He sounded so scared of the answer that Jakes heart broke a little.
“I want to make you feel so good, Ryan. You have to help me, though, okay? Im a little lost.” They were speaking in whispers. It just seemed right. Ryan smiled shyly, so different from the confident man who had rocked his world this afternoon but just as appealing. He wanted to take care of this man who had taken such good care of him. He kept kissing him and soon became aware that Ryan was trying to get his jeans undone. Jake chuckled at the fact that Ryans nakedness had made him forget about getting that way himself. He pulled back to his knees and slowly popped the button before sliding the zipper down, watching Ryans tongue reach out to lick his lips and knowing he did it without thinking.
Ryan sat up suddenly, grabbing Jake and turning them over so that he could get his jeans off now! Ryan was desperate to have a naked Jake over him, around him, in him. Once Jake was naked, Ryan rolled them back over so that Jake was on top of him, their erections rubbing together, sending sparks up both their spines.
“Jake, have you got your magic bag of supplies up here too?”
Jake smirked at him before reaching into the drawer of his nightstand. “Will a magic drawer work?” Seeing the surprise on Ryans face, he explained.
“I brought them up earlier, when you were sleeping. I wanted to make love to you here, in my bed. Is that okay?” He kissed Ryans nose.
“Not only is it okay, but I am so glad that one of us doesnt have to run down and get them. Im not sure either of us could walk that far.” Now it