gloss, but sort of like this.â
Palmer looked down at her own big feet. She quickly threw on her grocery-store flip-flops and hurried to the shower with her little basket. She preferred being the first one in and out. As she dripped and flip-flopped her way back, she stopped short when she heard Diana say Brooksâs name.
âIs she really dating Vatiman?â Emma was asking.
âThatâs what I heard. I donât know. She doesnât call me anymore.â
âIsnât Vatiman a dealer?â
âSomething like that,â Diana said. âThat girl Jamie I always see them withâ¦psycho. Seriously. I had four classes with her last year. Sheâs a total head case.â
âI heard that.â
âBut you know Brooks,â Diana said. âIt was just a matter of time.â
One of them mumbled something. Palmer knew instinctively that it must have been about her.
âI know,â Diana said. âItâs a shame. I really wish I could help.â
Palmer stood there, unsure of what to do. It wasnât like she could just turn around and leave. Quietly she came back over. As sheâd expected, Diana and Emma pretended like nothing had been going on. Diana looked over as Palmer tried to dry herself without removing the towel.
âThat was an amazing curve today, Palmer,â she said. âReally good. Are you going to a pitching coach?â
âNo,â Palmer said.
âYour arm is getting stronger.â
âThanks.â Palmer hastily pulled on her shorts and her fleece top. She pulled her wet hair back into a heavy ponytail. Within a minute she was hefting her bag over her shoulder, ready to go.
âSee you tomorrow,â she said softly.
âDo you need a ride today?â Diana asked.
âNo.â Palmer shook her head. âMy mom is coming for me.â
âHey,â Emma said. âPalmer.â
Palmer stopped and turned around.
âIs Brooks really dating Dave Vatiman?â
âI guess.â
Diana and Emma exchanged a look.
âI have to go,â Palmer said.
Her mother was waiting for her in the parking lot. Palmer climbed inside the minivan, roughly tossing her bags into the backseat. She didnât speak for the first few minutes of the trip, prompting a few quick glances from her mother.
âWhat are you going to do?â Palmer finally asked.
âAbout what?â
âAbout Brooks.â
âWhat about Brooks?â
âAbout softball.â
âWhat do you want me to do, Palm?â her mother asked. âI canât make her play.â
âSo youâre just going to let her quit?â she asked.
âSheâs old enough to make that decision.â
Palmer turned and stared out the window.
âMayâs at work right now,â her mother said. âSheâll be back around seven. You can either warm up something when you get home, or you can wait and have dinner with her.â
âFine.â
âDonât get upset, Palm.â
Palmer had every reason to be upset. Every reason in the world. And the fact that her mother didnât understand why made it even worse.
In Palmerâs eyes, Brooks had given up everything and left her alone.
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As she hung up her apron in the storage room after finishing her short evening shift, Mayâs eyes fell on her name tag. It read Lirpa . Sheâd been wearing it for three hours and hadnât even noticed.
She pulled the apron back down and went into the shop. Nell was leaning against the counter, eating her dinner, which consisted of painfully pungent kimchi and large squares of wiggly tofu.
âWhatâs this?â May asked, holding up the tag. âI just fixed it.â
âItâs April, spelled backward.â Nell grinned, pinching up a clump of cabbage with her chopsticks. âHave fun finding the label maker again.â
May tried to smile, because this was supposed to be funny. She