does,ââ I said. âLike there are others.â
âWhat, like we stick together or somethinâ?â Sully laughed as he pulled out a chair and sat down at the kitchen table, where Mrs. Harmon had savored her eggs and bacon a few hours before. âGet together for poker on Thursday nights?â He laughed again, a big jolly laugh, like I could close my eyes and picture a gin-swilling, chain-smoking Santa Clausâexcept he was so lean I could see his bones poking through his shirt. âYouâre on your own, and you always will be. Thatâs the way itâs gotta be, get it?â
I leaned in the doorway and folded my arms. âThat sounds like a self-fulfilling prophecy.â
âMissy, you got a lot to learn. You may be dangerous to a whole lot of people out there, but that donât mean there ainât a whole lot of people who can hurt you just as bad. Canât come near your own kind, not if you wanna keep your face.â
âWhat about you?â
âWhat about me?â
âYou just said I should stay away from you.â
âAh, but I ainât like you, and you ainât like me. You got a pulse, and I ainât been a teenager since the nineteenth century. Thatâs how we can sit down for a meal together, see?â
I felt my belly rumble at the mention of dinner, but something he had said made me stop short. âHow did you know?â I asked. âThat I ⦠that I eatâ¦?â
âWho else you gonna eat, at your age?â He chuckled, and I smiled.
âAre you really that old?â
The old man clucked his tongue. âI seen it all, but I ainât anywhere near a hundred.â
âHave you met a lot of us?â
âHere and there,â he said with a shrug. âBut like I said, itâs best not to make friends.â
It wasnât just Sullyâs earâhe was missing most of his left index finger too. He saw me looking at it and held out his hand to me, waggling his digits as if he were a young girl expecting me to admire her engagement ring. âLost it in a bar fight,â he said. âBit it clean off, the bastard. Swallowed it before I could get it back.â He got up from the table and started opening cabinets. He took out a skillet. âYou hungry? Iâm gonna make us some dinner.â
âYouâre still hungry?â
âIâm always hungry.â Sully grabbed a bunch of onions and potatoes from a bowl on the counter and dropped them on a chopping board. âGit over here and make yourself useful. Iâm gonna show you how to make a hobo casserole.â
I picked up a knife and chopped an onion in half. âWhatâs in a hobo casserole?â I couldnât resist. âHoboes?â
When he laughed he threw back his head and actually slapped his knee. âNah, nah. Just whatever you got to hand.â He opened the refrigerator and poked through one of the produce drawers. âLetâs see if she got some ground beef in here ⦠ha! Got some carrots too.â Sully turned on the ovenââFour hundred,â he said over his shoulderâand pulled the meat out of the wrapper with his bare hands. I could still see the blood around his cuticles. Iâd have to try not to think about it.
I watched him find his way around the kitchen, pulling down two tins of baked beans and fiddling with the electric can opener. Leaving the meat and vegetables to cook, Sully homed in on the Tupperware cake box, pulled off the lid, and leaned in for a sniff. âMmm, whatâs this?â
âI think itâs carrot cake.â
âMade her own frosting too. Cream cheese. Looks mighty tasty.â He replaced the lid and looked at me. âWhat were you doinâ with her, anyway?â
âNothing,â I said. âShe asked me to help her with her groceries, and then she invited me in for breakfast.â
âThen she got tired and
Stephen E. Ambrose, David Howarth
Paul Auster, J. M. Coetzee