Free I Know This Much Is True by Wally Lamb

brother’s sacrifice in the public library, Dr. Ellis Moore, the surgeon who had grafted the flap over Thomas’s wound, declared him out of the woods infection-wise and stable enough to be released. That same day, Dr. Moore filed a Physician’s Emergency Certificate with the judge of probate, stating in writing that he found Thomas to be “dangerous to himself and/or others.” This 47

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    set into motion a mandatory fifteen-day observation period at the Three Rivers State Hospital complex. At the end of those fifteen days, one of three things would happen to my brother: he would be freed to face the breach of peace and assault charges that had been brought against him; he could commit himself voluntarily to the hospital for further treatment; or, if the treatment team evaluating Thomas felt that his release might be harmful to himself or to the community, he could be held involuntarily at the state hospital for a period of six months to a year, by order of the probate court.
    By the time the paperwork was signed and the police escorts had arrived for the transfer, it was after 8:00 P.M. They put one of those Texas belts around Thomas’s waist, then handcuffed him, taking care to snap on the left cuff six inches or so above his stump. When they locked the cuffs to the belt, it had the effect of making my brother slump forward in a posture of surrender. While an aide was getting Thomas into a wheelchair, I pulled the cops aside. “Hey, look. This handcuff stuff is totally unnecessary,” I told them. “Can’t you let the guy have a little dignity while he’s being wheeled out of here?”
    The younger cop was short and brawny. The other was tall and tired and baggy-looking. “It’s standard procedure,” the older guy shrugged, not unsympathetically.
    “He’s potentially violent,” the younger cop added.
    “No, he isn’t,” I said. “He was trying to stop a war. He’s non violent.” I followed the guy’s eyes down to my brother’s missing hand.
    “It’s procedure,” the older cop repeated.
    Thomas led the parade out of the hospital, the aide pushing his wheelchair down the hall, the two cops and me pulling up the rear.
    Everyone walking toward us risked sneaky little glances at my brother’s restraints. I was holding Thomas’s stuff for him: a get-well plant from my ex-wife, duffel bag, toiletry bag, his Bible.
    The trip across town from Shanley Memorial to the state hospital is about five or six miles. Thomas asked me to ride in the cruiser with him; I could tell he was scared. At first, the younger cop hassled me about going with them, but then the older guy said I could.

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    They made me ride shotgun up front. The older cop rode in back with Thomas.
    At first nobody said anything. In between squawks from the police radio, the AM station was giving updates on Operation Desert Shield. “If you ask me,” the cop in back said, “Bush ought to show that crazy Hussein who’s boss the same way Reagan showed
    ’em down in Grenada. Flex some muscle. Nip it in the bud.”
    “That was Carter’s whole problem with those tent-heads in Iran,” the younger guy agreed. “He made the U.S. look like a bunch of wimps.”
    Thomas had been given some kind of Valium cocktail for the road, but I was afraid their talk would rile him. I hunched toward the driver and mumbled a request that he change the subject. He gave no response except for a pissy look, but he did shut up.
    Riding through downtown, we passed the McDonald’s on Crescent Street where Thomas had worked briefly and the boarded-up Loew’s Poli movie house where, once upon a time, my brother and I had shaken hands with Roy Rogers and Dale Evans during the town’s three-hundredth anniversary celebration. We passed over the Sachem River Bridge. Passed Constantine Motors, the car dealership my ex-in-laws own. Passed the public